Yesterday (January 11) was the anniversary of the homegoing of the Welsh Calvinistic minister William Williams Pantycelyn (1717-1791). You may be familiar with Williams' hymn "Guide Me, O Thou Great Jehovah," which was originally penned in the Welsh language. Williams also wrote hymns in English. All of his hymns meld Biblical doctrine with vibrant Christian experience.
As I was looking through Willliams' "Hosannah to the Son of David" (his first collection of English hymns, published in 1759), the hymn "Breathing after God" caught my eye. I thought the hymn was a wonderful prayer for the beginning of a new year, and that verse 2 was a fitting complement to my last post on Jonathan Edwards, spiritual dullness, and resolutions.
HYMN XL. (from "Hosannah to the Son of David")
Breathing after GOD.
1 LORD, do descend and visit me,
I cannot bear the loss;
All the creation does afford
But vanity and dross.
2 My spirit follows after Thee,
Renew'd by special grace,
And cannot, will not, thus inclin'd,
Renew its former chase.
3 LORD, why hast Thou created me?
My mind, to what employ?
Why passions planted in my soul,
But Thee I might enjoy?
4 O Holy, Holy, Holy LORD,
Be my companion still,
That so each corner or my heart,
May have its plenteous fill.
5 Then all I leave, I all resign
That flesh and blood approve,
All earthly objects of delight,
And only for Thy love.
Though we as Christians may resolve to follow the Lord Jesus Christ, Williams is right to remind us that our spirits need to be renewed by God's "special grace," because distractions, excuses, and temptations abound so we might break our resolutions and renew our former chase!
Luke 9:57 As they were going along the road, someone said to him, “I will follow you wherever you go.” 58 And Jesus said to him, “Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests, but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head.” 59 To another he said, “Follow me.” But he said, “Lord, let me first go and bury my father.” 60 And Jesus said to him, “Leave the dead to bury their own dead. But as for you, go and proclaim the kingdom of God.” 61 Yet another said, “I will follow you, Lord, but let me first say farewell to those at my home.” 62 Jesus said to him, “No one who puts his hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the kingdom of God.”
These things are written as examples to us. Let us take heed, lest we fall. The writer to the Hebrews warns us not to be hardened by the deceitfulness of sin (see Hebrews 3). If left to our own selves, given our treacherous hearts, soon enough we will find ourselves drifting, hardening our hearts, and looking back rather than following Jesus. Isaiah reminds us that "even youths shall grow faint and be weary, and young men shall fall exhausted..." -- so, my friends, what hope is there for a 55 year old woman like myself! –– what hope is there for any one of us!?
BUT
they who wait for the LORD shall renew their strength;
they shall mount up with wings like eagles;
they shall run and not be weary;
they shall walk and not faint.
Have you not known? Have you not heard?
The LORD is the everlasting God,
the Creator of the ends of the earth.
HE does not faint or grow weary;
his understanding is unsearchable.
HE gives power to the faint,
and to HIM who has no might HE increases strength.
(~ Isaiah 40:30-31, 28-29, emphasis mine)
Gracious and merciful God, renew us by Your special grace, so we might be fit for Your Kingdom. We grow faint and weary, but You do not! As Your sheep, we are prone to wander, but as our Shepherd, Your covenant love is steadfast! Almighty and everlasting God, for the sake of Your beloved Son, grant Your children power and increase our strength through Your Holy Spirit. May we comprehend with all the saints what is the width and length and depth and height – to experientially know the love of Christ that passes knowledge, that we might be filled with all Your fullness, so Your love is not merely a theological construct to us, but serves as a constraining power, so our love and our desire for You and Your Kingdom might increase, that we might come to know and to treasure Jesus Christ as the pearl of great price and as our exceeding joy, and, in turn, see the "vanity and dross" of all else, and "leave" and "resign ... all earthly objects of delight," so our souls might freely breathe and gladly pant after You as the deer pants for the water brooks, and we might cling to, enjoy, and follow hard after the Lamb wherever You go in 2014, for Your Glory! Amen.
Related:
Pressing on in the New Year
One week into 2009: a prayer to press on & manifest Jesus (Charles Wesley)
New Year’s resolutions? … not “without God’s help” (Jonathan Edwards)
dedication 2010 (reflections on God’s Word & God’s grace)
dedication 2010 (addendum): may He temper my tongue with love
my best resolutions
Sacrifice
A New Year’s Eben-ezer (Morning by morning I do awake … O! the mystery of sovereign grace)
Amazing Grace . . . upon Grace ~ the 240th anniversary
“… since thou hast been thus gracious …” ~ Susanna Anthony and grace upon grace
Jonathan Edwards and dullness: “So that it is to no purpose to resolve, except we depend on the grace of God.”
For more on William Williams, please read Martyn Lloyd-Jones' 1968 address to the Puritan Conference: William Williams and Welsh Calvinistic Methodism.
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