dedication

  • RSS feeds, Xanga, blogging... What do I know?

    Tomorrow (July 1), Google Reader is scheduled to shut down. If you're reading either of my blogs there, please be sure you transfer those feeds to the RSS reader of your choice....

    If you'd prefer, you can also receive my blogs via e-mail using Blogtrottr...

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    As I previously let you know, I do have a place holder blog at WordPress, and if Xanga goes down, Lord willing, I'm hoping to move this blog over there...

    Or, if Xanga does carry on, I'll use my WordPress website as a point of contact in the time of transition.

    Come now, you who say, “Today or tomorrow or July 14 or July 15 or July 16, we will blog at such and such a place, and spend a year there ...” — yet you do not know what tomorrow will bring, you do not know what July 15 will bring. What is your life? For you are a mist that appears for a little time and then vanishes...

    Instead you ought to say, “If the Lord wills, we will live and do this or that.” As it is, you boast in your arrogance.  (James 4:13-16, adapted)

    There are 15 days left in the Xanga fundraiser (see here). As of today, there's been $ 31,902 raised, just barely over halfway to the $ 60,000 goal, so things aren't looking very promising...

    As I recently considered the situation, some famous words of Sergeant Schultz from the t.v. series "Hogan's Heroes" (1965-71) came to my mind...

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UmzsWxPLIOo

    "... I know nothing..."

    Regarding how everything will go down with Xanga in the next couple weeks, I truly know nothing...

    And yet there are things I DO know...
    There is a God whom I DO know!

    Psalm 9
    10  And those who know your name put their trust in you,
    for you, O LORD, have not forsaken those who seek you.

    http://youtu.be/96P0bwvpbk4 - "My Savior, My God" by Aaron Shust

    Aaron Shust's "My Savior, My God" is based on an 1873 hymn by Dorothy Greenwell:

    "I Am Not Skilled to Understand"

    I am not skilled to understand
    What God hath willed, what God hath planned;
    I only know that at His right hand
    Is One Who is my Savior!

    I take Him at His word indeed;
    “Christ died for sinners”—this I read;
    For in my heart I find a need
    Of Him to be my Savior!

    That He should leave His place on high
    And come for sinful man to die,
    You count it strange? So once did I,
    Before I knew my Savior!

    And oh, that He fulfilled may see
    The travail of His soul in me,
    And with His work contented be,
    As I with my dear Savior!

    Yea, living, dying, let me bring
    My strength, my solace from this Spring;
    That He Who lives to be my King
    Once died to be my Savior!

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    One more song ...
    (Yep... it's Crowder... please indulge me :) )

    http://youtu.be/-lK1iiybf0M - "This I Know" - David Crowder

    O, my true and living Lord and Savior,
    whether I blog or not,
    strengthen me to strive and to labor diligently to enter into Your rest,
    so I might serve You with joyfulness and gladness of heart
    wherever You lead me and place me.

    (See Hebrews 4:11, Deuteronomy 28:47)

    Let the words of my mouth and the meditation of my heart
    be acceptable in your sight,
    O LORD, my rock and my redeemer.

    (Psalm 19:14)

    My gracious Master and my God,
    Assist me to proclaim,
    To spread through all the earth abroad
    The honors of Thy name.

    (from Charles Wesley's "O for a Thousand Tongues to Sing")

    Ah! Lord, enlarge my scanty thought,
    To know the wonders Thou hast wrought;
    Unloose my stammering tongue to tell
    Thy love immense, unsearchable.

    (adapted from v. 7 of "I Thirst, Thou Wounded Lamb of God,"
    tr. by John Wesley based on writings of Nikolaus von Zinzendorf)

    By the grace of God, as He permits, seeking to blog to His glory for your joy and for my joy!
    (Philippians 1:25, II Corinthians 1:24)

    ~ Karen ~


    Scripture quotations marked ESV are taken from The Holy Bible, English Standard Version. Copyright ©2001 by Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved.

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  • Graduation: "Every knowledge in comparison of that of Christ" "This is our time of education"

    We're in the midst of graduation season now, and earlier today our youngest son graduated from college. :) As I was "grazing" once again through "John Elias: Life, Letters and Essays" (e.g. - see my recent posts here, here & here), I reread a letter which Elias (1774-1841) had written to his son John when John was around 18 years of age. I thought it was a fitting letter for my son and for the rest of the 2013 graduates... as well as a necessary exhortation to the rest of us (no matter our age or our stage in life) –– because as Christians, each and every one of us is prone to wander, we are too easily distracted, lured away from, and lose sight of that knowledge which is to be treasured, sought and savored, and that knowledge which leads us to the highest felicity . . .

    John 17:3 And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.
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       A letter was written by Elias to his son at school on education; it shows his mind on that important subject fully and distinctly, especially as to its value. It is the following:

    Llanfechell 14 August 1819

    I hope that thou now beginnest to take pleasure in thy learning. This is thy harvest, and if thou shouldest neglect this, thy treasure-house will be empty, as long as thou livest, of the greatest worldly wealth, that is, learning! What are gold and silver, houses and land, without knowledge? Nothing! Man is like the brute beast, without education. A person that is unlearned, cannot well enjoy the pleasures that human nature is capable of, especially under the influence of religion. Learning is very important, inasmuch as it teaches the mind to delight in true knowledge, and in making greater attainments in it; - to view the excellencies of others and to follow them, being never satisfied till we acquire them, - to observe the faults of others, and to flee from them. I have said a little respecting the value of learning, being sensible of my own deficiency in that respect. I think if I had to make a choice, whether to have all India, or Sir William Jones's learning, I should prefer the latter.

       It is not in an easy, careless manner that we can get learning, understanding, and knowledge; no, it must be by labour, industry, and toil. It is necessary 'to cry after knowledge, and lift up the voice for understanding - to seek her as silver, and to search for her as for hid treasure' (Proverbs 2.3, 4). We are not to be disheartened and cast down, in not succeeding to obtain knowledge of things at the commencement; it is the work of time. It is not at once that flowers, animals, or mankind, arrive at full maturity; they grow gradually, and that by having a nourishment and support: so learning and knowledge; it is not at once and quickly they are attained, but by application, labour, and hard study. It is true that many a person wishes to be a scholar, and learned, but may not like the pains that are necessary to attain that end, and never enjoys what he desires. How true it is, 'the desire of the slothful killeth him; for his hands refuse to labour. But the hand of the diligent maketh rich‚' (Proverbs 10.4; 21.25).

       Having spoken thus of the value of human learning and knowledge, I must say that there are more excellent attainments; the teachings of the Holy Ghost, and the knowledge of Christ and the Father. The Spirit has been promised, to teach us all things respecting Christ. It is the anointing of the Holy One, that is, Jesus: he teacheth us the knowledge of all things as they are, enabling us to know God, ourselves, and the Mediator; he instructs us how to live godly, to acquire every virtue and excellency, to hate the evil and to flee from it, to die happy, and to obtain eternal felicity. Every knowledge in comparison of that of Christ, is but loss and dung; to know him is everlasting life.

       My dear son, be not disheartened as to the attainment of this knowledge: Christ, the great Prophet, makes the simple wise unto salvation. He is a kind teacher to those that are willing to learn of him, though slowly. It is not all at once that he instructs his disciples, but gives them line upon line, and precept upon precept; a little here and a little there, and that very patiently. So be thou diligent and constant in his school, sitting at his feet, to receive the words that drop from his lips.

    ~ Excerpt from:  "John Elias: Life, Letters and Essays" by Edward Morgan (Edinburgh: Banner of Truth, 1973, revised edition published in one volume), 63-65, boldface mine.

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    John Baillie includes the following letter of the Scottish minister W.H. Hewitson (1812-1850) as evidence of Hewitson's "earnestly ... continu[ing] to 'lay hold on eternal life,'" and in it, we're charged to do likewise –– to use our time here wisely, ever-mindful that "this is our time of education for heaven."

    Linlithgow, March 20, 1848.

    "My Dear Mother,

       "I received father's letter before leaving Edinburgh. Yesterday I communicated in Mr Baillie's church, but did no ministerial work whatever. The season was to me a very refreshing one, and the Lord was sensibly present; the Lord was at His table. Always when I go to the church seeking Christ himself there, and, as it were, to keep tryst with Him—always when I go expressly for the purpose of meeting Christ, and having intercourse with Him,—I experience sweetness in the ordinances of His house, and have reason to return with the voice of thanksgiving. We fail of being blessed in family worship and in public worship, if we do not seek, while so engaged, to meet with Jesus, and to enjoy His Word and fellowship in the exercise of faith and love. It is Christ in the Word, and in all the ordinances of worship, that makes them refreshing and quickening to our souls. Religion is not a form, but a life; and it is not a solitary, friendless life, but a life of intercourse and company-keeping with God in Christ. To be religious, is to be the friends of God—to realise a sense of His presence, love, and favour—to acknowledge Him as a living Person who is always near us, always ready to bless us, and always looking to us for a living obedience.

       "This is our time of education for heaven — these are our school-days; and, alas! how many, who profess to believe, and to look for eternal life, neglect their soul's education, and play the truant's part, instead of attending the school of God! Time is near its end—eternity is at the door. O to be ready—all ready! For many will mourn and weep, when the time to make ready is past for ever!

       "Next Sabbath, God willing, I shall be in the pulpit myself. Till the house be ready, I go into lodgings. I intend to leave Edinburgh on Friday or Saturday, and afterwards remain with my people. My health is not worse —strength returning, but slowly.—With love to dear father and all the rest, I am, my dear mother, your very affectionate son,

    "W. H. Hewitson."

    Excerpt from:  "Memoir of the Rev. W.H. Hewitson: late minister of the Free Church of Scotland at Dirleton" by the Rev. John Baillie, 4th edition, 1853, 309-310, boldface mine. (HT for the text: http://books.google.com/books?id=bRVMAAAAYAAJ&source=gbs_navlinks_s)

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    Holy Spirit, enlighten the eyes of our understanding to the excellency and surpassing worth of knowing Jesus Christ! Strengthen us, pour out upon us grace upon grace, that we might fight the good fight of faith and earnestly continue to lay hold of eternal life.

    May we show ourselves to be genuine professors, and be diligent to make our calling and election sure. May we not be stagnant, sluggish, and sleeping, may we not play the truant's part, but rather may we be awake and alert and make ourselves ready –– all ready! –– attending the school of God –– looking carefully and walking circumspectly, not as fools, but as wise, understanding that the Lord's will for us is to know Him (because every knowledge in comparison of that of Christ, is but loss and dung; to know Him is everlasting life!) –– and redeeming the time, pressing on to know Him and to look for and to lay hold of eternal life: –– to be diligent and constant in His school, to make every effort to sit at His feet, to receive the words that drip from His lips, to educate our souls, to take full advantage of the blessed means God provides –– (O! He is a kind teacher to those who are willing to learn of Him!).

    Our Father and our Lord Jesus Christ, we acknowledge we cannot obtain or understand one ounce of spiritual truth apart from it being given to us from above. O! Send to us the gift of Your Holy Spirit to teach us line upon line, and precept upon precept; a little here and a little there (will you not give the Holy Spirit to those who ask You?!), so we might be growing in grace and in the knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, because the days are evil, and to know Him is everlasting life and blessing! –– and not to know Him is everlasting death and cursing! To Him be glory both now and forever. Amen! (~ See Ephesians 1:16-22; Philippians 3; I Tim. 6:11-16; Ephesians 5:14-17; II Peter 3:18; II Peter 1:1-11; Deuteronomy 30:15-20.)

  • While life's dark maze I tread ... Thou wilt light my candle | letter 161 on assurance & joy

    While life’s dark maze I tread,
    And griefs around me spread, be Thou my Guide;
    Bid darkness turn to day, wipe sorrow’s tears away,
    Nor let me ever stray from Thee aside.
      

    May Thy rich grace impart
    Strength to my fainting heart, my zeal inspire!
    As Thou hast died for me, O may my love to Thee,
    Pure warm, and changeless be, a living fire!

    from "My Faith Looks up to Thee" by Ray Palmer (1830)

    Psalm 18
    28 For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness.

     

    29 For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.

    30 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.
    31 For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God?
    32 It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
    33 He maketh my feet like hinds' feet, and setteth me upon my high places.

    Jesus, my Savior,
    You received the Spirit
    without measure,
    impart grace to me,
    to will and to do
    of God's good pleasure.

    Acts 1:8
    But ye shall receive power,
    after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you:
    and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem,
    and in all Judæa,
    and in Samaria,
    and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

    Acts 3
    19 Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out,
    20 that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord...

    Jehovah, my Rock, my Strength,
    of fleshly schemes I repent,
    on Thee alone I must depend

    Forsake me not,
    True, Living Font!

    God of all grace,
    pierce through this haze,
    anoint my head,
    O! Dove descend
    with fresh'ning grace
    in life's dark maze.

    Psalm 71
    17 O God, thou hast taught me from my youth:
    and hitherto have I declared thy wondrous works.
    18 Now also when I am old and grayheaded,
    O God, forsake me not;
    until I have shewed thy strength unto this generation,
    and thy power to every one that is to come.

    Light of the world,
    Everlasting Light,
    light my candle,
    enlighten my darkness,
    so I might arise
    and shine as a light
    in this world benighted

    Gazing upon Your face,
    let me not be ashamed,
    but shine Your radiance,
    testifying with gladness
    to the Gospel of Christ Jesus
    with patient joyfulness
    running with endurance
    finishing my race
    to the praise of Your glorious grace
    for the sake of Your exalted name!


    Philippians 2:9  Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name: 10  That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; 11  And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. 12  Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. 13  For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. 14  Do all things without murmurings and disputings: 15  That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world; 16  Holding forth the word of life...
    Acts 2:37  Now when they heard this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do? 38  Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. 39  For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call.


    Isaiah 60:1  Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the LORD is risen upon thee. 2  For, behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people: but the LORD shall arise upon thee, and his glory shall be seen upon thee. 3  And the Gentiles shall come to thy light, and kings to the brightness of thy rising.

    O! Lord, may Your grace abound to me in life's dark maze, that I might walk worthy of You unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of You; being strengthened with all might, according to Your glorious power, unto all patience and longsuffering with joyfulness... (Colossians 1:10-11, adapted)


    Related:

    Please see my other letters on assurance and fighting for joy here, including:

    "give me also springs of water" - Will you be an Achsah? (letter 66 on assurance & fighting for joy)
    Will you finish your course with joy? (Acts 20:24) - letter 71 on assurance & joy
    Can there be more? | letter 113 on assurance & fighting for joy
    Three Years Later: Dancing & Skipping with Mrs. Durham | Letter 147 on fighting for joy
    Thank Him for a little grace, and ask Him for great grace ~ Spurgeon | letter 158 on assurance & joy

    Why not pray for the baptism of the Holy Spirit?
    Grace me! (a plea to the God of all grace)
    Birthday reflections ~ "Keep me an infant" (Isaiah 46:1-4)
    birthday reflection: "the great & glorious possibilities" ~ "Now therefore, give me this mountain"
    "I cannot consider myself to have been a believer (in the full sense of the word)"
    Amazing Grace . . . upon Grace ~ the 240th anniversary
    "... since thou hast been thus gracious ..." ~ Susanna Anthony and grace upon grace
    As a deer pants ... Is your soul panting for God? (Psalms 42 & 43)
    Jeremiah's Lament ... my lament: "My throat is parched, this place so dry"

    Scripture quotations are taken from the King James Version of the Holy Bible.

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About me...

Christian hedonist in training. Pressing on to know more and more of the joy of the LORD. Pleading with God to rend the heavens and revive and refresh my own soul, as well as His Church, to His praise, honor and glory.

Thank God. He can make men and women in middle life sing again with a joy that has been chastened by a memory of their past failures. ~ Alan Redpath

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