assurance

  • While life's dark maze I tread ... Thou wilt light my candle | letter 161 on assurance & joy

    While life’s dark maze I tread,
    And griefs around me spread, be Thou my Guide;
    Bid darkness turn to day, wipe sorrow’s tears away,
    Nor let me ever stray from Thee aside.
      

    May Thy rich grace impart
    Strength to my fainting heart, my zeal inspire!
    As Thou hast died for me, O may my love to Thee,
    Pure warm, and changeless be, a living fire!

    from "My Faith Looks up to Thee" by Ray Palmer (1830)

    Psalm 18
    28 For thou wilt light my candle: the LORD my God will enlighten my darkness.

     

    29 For by thee I have run through a troop; and by my God have I leaped over a wall.

    30 As for God, his way is perfect: the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all those that trust in him.
    31 For who is God save the LORD? or who is a rock save our God?
    32 It is God that girdeth me with strength, and maketh my way perfect.
    33 He maketh my feet like hinds' feet, and setteth me upon my high places.

    Jesus, my Savior,
    You received the Spirit
    without measure,
    impart grace to me,
    to will and to do
    of God's good pleasure.

    Acts 1:8
    But ye shall receive power,
    after that the Holy Ghost is come upon you:
    and ye shall be witnesses unto me both in Jerusalem,
    and in all Judæa,
    and in Samaria,
    and unto the uttermost part of the earth.

    Acts 3
    19 Repent therefore, and turn again, that your sins may be blotted out,
    20 that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord...

    Jehovah, my Rock, my Strength,
    of fleshly schemes I repent,
    on Thee alone I must depend

    Forsake me not,
    True, Living Font!

    God of all grace,
    pierce through this haze,
    anoint my head,
    O! Dove descend
    with fresh'ning grace
    in life's dark maze.

    Psalm 71
    17 O God, thou hast taught me from my youth:
    and hitherto have I declared thy wondrous works.
    18 Now also when I am old and grayheaded,
    O God, forsake me not;
    until I have shewed thy strength unto this generation,
    and thy power to every one that is to come.

    Light of the world,
    Everlasting Light,
    light my candle,
    enlighten my darkness,
    so I might arise
    and shine as a light
    in this world benighted

    Gazing upon Your face,
    let me not be ashamed,
    but shine Your radiance,
    testifying with gladness
    to the Gospel of Christ Jesus
    with patient joyfulness
    running with endurance
    finishing my race
    to the praise of Your glorious grace
    for the sake of Your exalted name!


    Philippians 2:9  Wherefore God also hath highly exalted him, and given him a name which is above every name: 10  That at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, of things in heaven, and things in earth, and things under the earth; 11  And that every tongue should confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father. 12  Wherefore, my beloved, as ye have always obeyed, not as in my presence only, but now much more in my absence, work out your own salvation with fear and trembling. 13  For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. 14  Do all things without murmurings and disputings: 15  That ye may be blameless and harmless, the sons of God, without rebuke, in the midst of a crooked and perverse nation, among whom ye shine as lights in the world; 16  Holding forth the word of life...
    Acts 2:37  Now when they heard this, they were pricked in their heart, and said unto Peter and to the rest of the apostles, Men and brethren, what shall we do? 38  Then Peter said unto them, Repent, and be baptized every one of you in the name of Jesus Christ for the remission of sins, and ye shall receive the gift of the Holy Ghost. 39  For the promise is unto you, and to your children, and to all that are afar off, even as many as the Lord our God shall call.


    Isaiah 60:1  Arise, shine; for thy light is come, and the glory of the LORD is risen upon thee. 2  For, behold, the darkness shall cover the earth, and gross darkness the people: but the LORD shall arise upon thee, and his glory shall be seen upon thee. 3  And the Gentiles shall come to thy light, and kings to the brightness of thy rising.

    O! Lord, may Your grace abound to me in life's dark maze, that I might walk worthy of You unto all pleasing, being fruitful in every good work, and increasing in the knowledge of You; being strengthened with all might, according to Your glorious power, unto all patience and longsuffering with joyfulness... (Colossians 1:10-11, adapted)


    Related:

    Please see my other letters on assurance and fighting for joy here, including:

    "give me also springs of water" - Will you be an Achsah? (letter 66 on assurance & fighting for joy)
    Will you finish your course with joy? (Acts 20:24) - letter 71 on assurance & joy
    Can there be more? | letter 113 on assurance & fighting for joy
    Three Years Later: Dancing & Skipping with Mrs. Durham | Letter 147 on fighting for joy
    Thank Him for a little grace, and ask Him for great grace ~ Spurgeon | letter 158 on assurance & joy

    Why not pray for the baptism of the Holy Spirit?
    Grace me! (a plea to the God of all grace)
    Birthday reflections ~ "Keep me an infant" (Isaiah 46:1-4)
    birthday reflection: "the great & glorious possibilities" ~ "Now therefore, give me this mountain"
    "I cannot consider myself to have been a believer (in the full sense of the word)"
    Amazing Grace . . . upon Grace ~ the 240th anniversary
    "... since thou hast been thus gracious ..." ~ Susanna Anthony and grace upon grace
    As a deer pants ... Is your soul panting for God? (Psalms 42 & 43)
    Jeremiah's Lament ... my lament: "My throat is parched, this place so dry"

    Scripture quotations are taken from the King James Version of the Holy Bible.

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  • Grace me! (a plea to the God of all grace)

    I Peter 5:6  Humble yourselves, therefore, under the mighty hand of God so that at the proper time he may exalt you, 7  casting all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you. 8  Be sober-minded; be watchful. Your adversary the devil prowls around like a roaring lion, seeking someone to devour. 9  Resist him, firm in your faith, knowing that the same kinds of suffering are being experienced by your brotherhood throughout the world. 10  And after you have suffered a little while, the God of all grace, who has called you to his eternal glory in Christ, will himself restore, confirm, strengthen, and establish you. 11  To him be the dominion forever and ever. Amen.

    Grace me! (a plea to the God of all grace)

    As the devil roars, this I know:  that God is for me
    On the God of all grace I cast all my anxiety

    Though my enemies press in on every side ––
    Many devourers –– in One Savior I confide

    Truly, I am my Beloved's, and Jesus is mine
    "Have pity! Be gracious! My God, hear my cry!"

    Lifted from the ash heap to the Kingdom of His dear Son
    Covenant purchase, redeemed with the Lamb's precious blood

    My soul, 'tis God's possession –– no need to fear
    He considers my tossings, counts my ev'ry tear

    Though sifted like wheat, His favor has not failed
    My Great High Priest, the Guarantor, wholly prevails

    Whether in the valley of the shadow, Baca, or Achor
    Who can thwart Immanuel's pleasure –– Fount of sovereign favor!

    His turtledove nestling in the bosom of eternal Love
    Satisfied with Christ's favor, feasting on fat things from above!

    ~ See Psalm 56.

    Numbers 6:22  The LORD spoke to Moses, saying,

    23  “Speak to Aaron and his sons, saying, Thus you shall bless the people of Israel: you shall say to them,

    24  The LORD bless you and keep you; 25  the LORD make his face to shine upon you and be gracious to you; 26  the LORD lift up his countenance upon you and give you peace.

    27  “So shall they put my name upon the people of Israel, and I will bless them.”

    Hebrews 7:11  Now if perfection had been attainable through the Levitical priesthood (for under it the people received the law), what further need would there have been for another priest to arise after the order of Melchizedek, rather than one named after the order of Aaron? 12  For when there is a change in the priesthood, there is necessarily a change in the law as well. 13  For the one of whom these things are spoken belonged to another tribe, from which no one has ever served at the altar. 14  For it is evident that our Lord was descended from Judah, and in connection with that tribe Moses said nothing about priests.

    15  This becomes even more evident when another priest arises in the likeness of Melchizedek, 16  who has become a priest, not on the basis of a legal requirement concerning bodily descent, but by the power of an indestructible life. 17  For it is witnessed of him,

    “You are a priest forever,
    after the order of Melchizedek.”

    18  On the one hand, a former commandment is set aside because of its weakness and uselessness 19  (for the law made nothing perfect); but on the other hand, a better hope is introduced, through which we draw near to God.

    20  And it was not without an oath. For those who formerly became priests were made such without an oath, 21  but this one was made a priest with an oath by the one who said to him:

    “The Lord has sworn
    and will not change his mind,
    ‘You are a priest forever.’”

    22  This makes Jesus the guarantor of a better covenant.

    23  The former priests were many in number, because they were prevented by death from continuing in office, 24  but he holds his priesthood permanently, because he continues forever. 25  Consequently, he is able to save to the uttermost those who draw near to God through him, since he always lives to make intercession for them.

    "I wish to mention to you some passages, which have been peculiarly sweet of late.... Another is the account of our Saviour's ascension, in the last chapter of Luke: 'And he lifted up his hands, and blessed them. And while he blessed them,' &c. Observe 'while he blessed,' &c. The last thing he was ever seen to do on earth, was to bless his disciples. He went up, scattering blessings; and he has done nothing but bless them ever since." ~  Edward Payson writing in a letter to his mother dated April 1, 1806 from "Memoir, select thoughts and sermons of the late Rev. Edward Payson, Volume 1 by Edward Payson (1783-1827) and Asa Cummings,"  366, emphasis mine.


    Romans 8:31  What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32  He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?  33  Who shall bring any charge against God's elect? It is God who justifies. 34  Who is to condemn? Christ Jesus is the one who died—more than that, who was raised—who is at the right hand of God, who indeed is interceding for us. 35  Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or danger, or sword? 36  As it is written,

    “For your sake we are being killed all the day long;
    we are regarded as sheep to be slaughtered.”

    37  No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 38  For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, 39  nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord.


    Scripture quotations are taken from The Holy Bible, English Standard Version. Copyright ©2001 by Crossway Bibles, a publishing ministry of Good News Publishers. Used by permission. All rights reserved.

  • "as if ... God was dead" | letter 160 on assurance & fighting for joy

    This past Sunday, Christians around the world celebrated the empty tomb and the resurrection from the dead of our Lord Jesus Christ. We worshiped by singing lyrics such as:

     

    Up from the grave He arose;
    with a mighty triumph o'er His foes;
    He arose a Victor from the dark domain,
    and He lives forever, with his saints to reign.
    He arose!
    He arose!
    Hallelujah!
    Christ arose!

    (Robert Lowry)

    In spite of singing those words with our lips Sunday morning, how many Christians live their lives day in and day out for all intents and purposes as if the resurrection never happened –– as if Jesus Christ never arose from the dead, as if He is not a Victor, as if our Lord is not ascended into heaven and living forever and reigning today at the right hand of Majesty and making intercession for all the saints?

    How many of us are living AS IF GOD WERE DEAD?

    Jeremiah 12:2 You plant them, and they take root; they grow and produce fruit; you are near in their mouth and far from their heart.

    How many of us become fearful, fretful, and frozen when faced with changing, perplexing, challenging, and trying circumstances all because we live as if God were dead? (Can we really call that living? ...) When storms come our way, how quickly do we forget that God's covenant mercies and love for His elect in Jesus Christ are everlasting, that His Kingdom is an everlasting Kingdom, that His government has no end, and that our God is working all things for our good, and our Father delights to give us the Kingdom and to shower out upon us and to load us up daily with His unsearchable, inexhaustible, incorruptible, undefiled riches, and that our inheritance in Christ is a good and pleasant and blessed inheritance ~ He is our great reward and is altogether lovely! ... that there is none that compares to our Beloved! How often do we pray to our Father in heaven for earthly bread for our bodies (or how often do we pray for other earthly blessings) –– and yet how seldom do we ask, seek, and knock for the gift of the Holy Spirit to renew, restore and revive our souls when we are dry and weary? (See Luke 11:1-13 and Isaiah 44:1-5; see also here.) 

    William Roberts... "had lost sight of providence... had slipped in his mind ... as if God was dead."

    William Roberts was a friend of the Welsh Calvinistic minister John Elias (1774-1842). When faced with a time of trial and great loss, Mr. Roberts was discovered to be a Christian who was living as if Christ were dead...

        Mrs Elias dealt in drapery and millinery, it was her name 'Elizabeth Elias' – which appeared above the door of the shop. The goods for sale came from the wholesale merchants in Liverpool and were shipped from the to the little harbour of Porth Amlwch Elias' s kinsman, William Roberts of Amlwch, and his wife were engaged in the same trade. In April 1818 the new ship, Marchioness, carrying goods from Liverpool to Anglesey was driven by a storm and was wrecked on Dulas beach. Pirates and thieves ran to the wreck, and completed the work of the storm, by taking away everything moveable from the ship and numbers of small business people of the island – including Mr and Mrs Roberts, and Mrs Elias suffered great losses.

        William Roberts, who was newly married, was distracted, and in his desperation went to Llanfechell to consult with his kinsman; but Elias was not at home. The nature of Roberts’ visit is made clear in the following playful yet penetrating letter which Elias wrote to his kinsman after returning home.

    Llanfechell I8 April 1818

    My dear brother, I am sorry that I have to make a complaint against a kinsman of mine, who lives a short distance from me to the east, who one day visited my family, who were beset by a little trial. I would have thought that my pious kinsman would have given them good counsel, cautioning them against grumbling, and exhorting them to submit to the wise vicissitudes of providence; comforting them, and showing them that all things work for good, etc. But my kinsman, too, was in a misfortune of the same nature; he had lost sight of providence in what had happened to him, and had slipped in his mind as if God had forgotten him, or that God was dead; and that no one could sustain him any more, and prosper him in his circumstances and give him a bite of bread. He had forgotten Job’s example; he had forgotten the 6th of Matthew and the 12th of Luke, or else he had cast doubt on the veracity of these chapters. Thus, instead of giving my family a good example, and good counsel suitable for the occasion, he behaved as one who had no belief in God, knowing not how to trust him under his chastisement, looking up to him through clouds hid him from sight. He spoke like the Gentiles who know not God, and threw my family into a deeper despondency. If you know my kinsman, and if you are conversant with the state of his mind these days, please endeavour to convince him; try to turn his face towards God’s rule over all things; that he at all times orders matters for the best purpose; that in tribulations and crosses one must exercise trust and submission; and must avoid thinking, in the midst of the darkest night, that God cannot change it into shining daylight, causing the light to chase away the blackest darkness. Say, also, to my kinsman (if you find opportunity to meet him), to beware of killing the new kind and tender wife that he has been presented, through his dissatisfaction; and remember to quote these words to him: ‘Thou therefore which teachest another, teachest not thou thyself?' Please also inform him that I have not written this as a Stoic, but with my eye fixed on God’s providence, believing that he makes all things good, and that it is possible to be joyful in him though bereft of the things of this world.

        Yet, in spite of all this, I would gladly welcome my kinsman here as often as he likes!

        Give my kind regards to Mrs Roberts. I hope she finds support to live far more devoutly than the person mentioned above.

        I am, your afflicted friend and brother and fellow-labourer.

    John Elias

    ~ from "John Elias: Life, Letters and Essays" by Edward Morgan (Edinburgh: Banner of Truth, 1973, revised edition published in one volume), 77-78, emphasis mine.

    When faced with trials, do you act as if ... God was dead?

    When faced with trials, do you act as if God was dead? ... Do you react as William Roberts did – does your trust in the sovereign rule of God begin to waver? Or, are you fully assured of and resting in God's good and perfect providence for all His elect (including yourself) – no matter the circumstances? With the apostle Paul, are you persuaded that God is working all things for your good (including each and every trial), that God is for you, and that nothing at all can ever separate you from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord? (See Romans 8:31-39.) Or, like Roberts, are you guilty of forgetting the Scriptural teachings and examples? Are you distrusting of God in times of your Father's loving chastisement?

    Is your happiness so tied up in and dependent on fleeting, earthly blessings that your professed joy in Christ is shown to be defective and deficient in times of loss? Or, are you able, like the early Christians, to joyfully accept the plundering of your property, since you know that you yourselves have a better possession and an abiding one? ~ see Heb. 10:34b.

    In his commentary on Psalm 84, J.A. Alexander wrote that God is "the Living God, really existing, and the giver of life to others." Do you know God to be the living God? Do you believe that the God who breathed life into you and raised you from the dead is able to supply daily bread to your soul to strengthen, sustain and refresh you at all times, including those times when Providence appears to be frowning upon you? Deut. 33:25b ... as your days, so shall your strength be.

    Do you currently find yourself slipped in your mind as if God has forgotten you because you've fixed your eyes upon the current trial rather than upon the Good Shepherd? Have you been unable to submit to God and let the peace of God rule in your heart because you've lost sight of the LORD of hosts who is seated on the throne of glory and is sovereignly reigning forever and ever? Is your soul wasting away because you've neglected to ask for and to feed upon the Living Bread from heaven as you ought, so you might be nourished to trust God and be joyful in Him at all times – "though bereft of the things of this world"?


    O God of Bethel, by Whose hand
    Thy people still are fed,
    Who through this weary pilgrimage
    Hast all our fathers led.
    (Philip Doddridge)

    Thou bruised and broken Bread,
    My life-long wants supply;
    As living souls are fed,
    O feed me, or I die.
    (John Samuel Bewley Monsell, Jr.)

    Guide me, O Thou great Jehovah,
    Pilgrim through this barren land.
    I am weak, but Thou art mighty;
    Hold me with Thy powerful hand.
    Bread of Heaven, Bread of Heaven,
    Feed me till I want no more;
    Feed me till I want no more.
    (William Williams, tr. by Peter Williams)

    Do you doubt the veracity of Jesus' own words in Matthew 6 and Luke 12, and stagger at His promise to provide all-sufficient and overflowing spiritual sustenance to you through Himself?

    John 6:35  Jesus said to them, “I am the bread of life; whoever comes to me shall not hunger, and whoever believes in me shall never thirst....  47  Truly, truly, I say to you, whoever believes has eternal life. 48  I am the bread of life. 49  Your fathers ate the manna in the wilderness, and they died. 50  This is the bread that comes down from heaven, so that one may eat of it and not die. 51  I am the living bread that came down from heaven. If anyone eats of this bread, he will live forever. And the bread that I will give for the life of the world is my flesh."

    John 7:37  On the last day of the feast, the great day, Jesus stood up and cried out, “If anyone thirsts, let him come to me and drink. 38  Whoever believes in me, as the Scripture has said, ‘Out of his heart will flow rivers of living water.’” 39  Now this he said about the Spirit, whom those who believed in him were to receive, for as yet the Spirit had not been given, because Jesus was not yet glorified.

    John 4:13  Jesus said to her, “Everyone who drinks of this water will be thirsty again, 14  but whoever drinks of the water that I will give him will never be thirsty forever. The water that I will give him will become in him a spring of water welling up to eternal life.” 15  The woman said to him, “Sir, give me this water, so that I will not be thirsty or have to come here to draw water.”

    When was the last time you fervently sought to experience and enjoy the birthright that is already yours as a child of God and pleaded His promises to Him to give you this water?

    Rather than standing firm in faith, do you find yourself reacting like Roberts –– as if you have "no belief in God, knowing not how to trust him under his chastisement"?

    Hebrews 12:5  And have you forgotten the exhortation that addresses you as sons?

    “My son, do not regard lightly the discipline of the Lord,
    nor be weary when reproved by him.
    6  For the Lord disciplines the one he loves,
    and chastises every son whom he receives.”

    7  It is for discipline that you have to endure. God is treating you as sons. For what son is there whom his father does not discipline? 8  If you are left without discipline, in which all have participated, then you are illegitimate children and not sons. 9  Besides this, we have had earthly fathers who disciplined us and we respected them. Shall we not much more be subject to the Father of spirits and live? 10  For they disciplined us for a short time as it seemed best to them, but he disciplines us for our good, that we may share his holiness. 11  For the moment all discipline seems painful rather than pleasant, but later it yields the peaceful fruit of righteousness to those who have been trained by it.

    * * *

    He [Robert Murray M'Cheyne] came to Edinburgh on the 11th, to attend the meeting of ministers and elders who had come together to sign the Solemn Engagement in defence of the liberties of Christ's Church. He hesitated not to put his hand to the Engagement. He then returned to Dundee; and scarcely had he returned, when he was laid aside by one of those attacks of illness with which he was so ofted tried. In this case, however, it soon passed away. "My health," he remarked, "has taken a gracious turn, which should make me look up." But again, on September 6th, an attack of fever laid him down for six days. On this occasion, just before the sickness came on, three persons had visited him, to tell him how they were brought to Christ under his ministry some years before. "Why," he noted in his journal, "Why has God brought these cases before me this week? Surely he is preparing me for some trial of faith." The result proved that his conjecture was just. And while his Master prepared him beforehand for these trials, he had ends to accomplish in his servant by means of them. There were other trials also, besides these, which were very heavy to him; but in all we could discern the husbandman pruning the branch, that it might bear more fruit. As he himself said one day in the church of Abernyte, when he was assisting Mr Manson, "If we only saw the whole, we should see that the father is doing little else in the world but training his vines."

    ~ from "Memoir & Remains of Robert Murray M'Cheyne" by Andrew A. Bonar, 137

    May the God of all grace make all grace abound to us,
    so we might not live as if God was dead,
    so we might not grumble, doubt, and languish in times of trial and loss,
    but rather be strengthened in faith and thrive through Him
    as we enter into a true and lively knowledge of God as

    the Living God, really existing, and the giver of life to us!


    Related:

    My other letters on assurance and fighting for joy here, including:

    Other related posts:

    HT for the M'Cheyne text:  http://books.google.com/books?id=JIY6AAAAcAAJ&pg=PR3#v=onepage&q&f=false.

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About me...

Christian hedonist in training. Pressing on to know more and more of the joy of the LORD. Pleading with God to rend the heavens and revive and refresh my own soul, as well as His Church, to His praise, honor and glory.

Thank God. He can make men and women in middle life sing again with a joy that has been chastened by a memory of their past failures. ~ Alan Redpath

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