May 21, 2012

• Mrs. Turner & Charles Wesley's Pentecost | letter 142 on assurance & fighting for joy

  On Mother's Day, in my post, "Then Abigail Made Haste," I wrote about Abigail's devotion and obedient faith that led her to make haste for the joy of David and the blessing of God, and how we must examine ourselves and our devotion to God and how we must be on guard against complacency in spiritual matters.

  Today, jumping ahead thousands of years from the time of Abigail and David, I'd like us to consider a woman who lived in the 18th century. On this day in 1738, the humble and obedient faith of Mrs. Turner (we don't even know her first name!) impacted the life of Charles Wesley for eternity (and countless other lives as a result!). I've written many letters on assurance and fighting for joy, and in the account below, we read of Charles Wesley fervently seeking salvation and the accompanying joy and peace which had eluded him for years. We cannot help but bless God as we see how He deemed to use the "humble instrumentality" of a "plain, illiterate woman" so Wesley might come to receive the gift of faith in Jesus Christ and a firm assurance that his sins were forgiven, thus enjoying the comfort of Christ and rejoicing with joy unspeakable and full of glory! ~ I Corinthians 1:18-31!

  The following is excerpted from Thomas Jackson's "Life of the Rev. Charles Wesley" (G. Lane & P.P. Sanford: New York, 1842), 118-123, 126 –– found at <http://archive.org/details/lifeoftherevchar001458mbp>.

  As an illustration of the manner in which Mr. Charles Wesley waited upon God for the gift of faith, and of the salvation connected with it, the following selections from his Journal are given:—

  "May 12th [1738]. I waked in the same blessed temper, hungry and thirsty after God. I began Isaiah, and seemed to see that to me were the promises made, and would be fulfilled; for that Christ loved me. I found myself more desirous, more assured, I should believe. This day (and indeed my whole time) I spent in discoursing on faith, either with those that had it, or those that sought it; in reading the Scriptures, and in prayer.

  "I was much moved at the sight of Mr. Ainsworth, a man of great learning, above seventy, who, like old Simeon, was waiting to see the Lord's salvation, that he might depart in peace. His tears, and vehemence, and childlike simplicity, showed him upon the entrance of the kingdom of heaven.

  "In the afternoon I read Isaiah with Mr. Edmunds; saw him full of promises; and that they belonged to me. In the midst of our reading Miss Claggetts came, and asked that they might hear us. We were all encouraged to pursue the glorious prize, held out to us by the evangelical prophet. When the company was gone, I joined with Mr. Bray in prayer and the Scripture; and was so greatly affected that I almost thought Christ was coming that moment. I concluded the night with private, vehement prayer.

  "May 13th. I waked without Christ; yet still desirous of finding him. Soon after William Delamotte came, and read me the sixty-sixth Psalm, strangely full of comfortable promises. Toward noon I was enabled to pray with desire and hope, and to lay claim to the promises in general. The afternoon I spent with my friends, in mutual exhortation to wait patiently for the Lord, in prayer and reading. At night my brother came, exceeding heavy. I forced him (as he had often forced me) to sing a hymn to Christ; and almost thought he would come while we were singing: assured he would come quickly. At night I received much light and comfort from the Scriptures.

  "May 14th. The beginning of the day I was heavy, weary, and unable to pray; but the desire soon returned, and I found much comfort both in prayer and in the word: my eyes being opened more and more to discover and lay hold upon the promises. I longed to find Christ, that I might show him to all mankind; that I might praise, that I might love him. Several persons called to-day, and were convinced of unbelief. Some of them afterward went to Mr. Broughton, and were soon made as easy as Satan and their own hearts could wish.

  "May 17th. To-day I first saw Luther on the Galatians, which Mr. Holland had accidentally lighted upon. We began, and found him nobly full of faith. My friend, in hearing him, was so affected as to breathe out sighs and groans unutterable. I marveled that we were so soon and so entirely removed from him that called us into the grace of Christ, unto another gospel. Who would believe our Church had been founded upon this important article of justification by faith alone! I am astonished I should ever think this a new doctrine; especially while our Articles and Homilies stand unrepealed, and the key of knowledge is not yet taken away."

  "From this time I endeavoured to ground as many of our friends as came, in this fundamental truth, salvation by faith alone: not an idle, dead faith; but a faith which works by love, and is necessarily productive of all good works, and all holiness.

  "I spent some hours this evening in private with Martin Luther, who was greatly blessed to me, especially his conclusion of the second chapter. I laboured, waited, and prayed to feel, 'who loved me, and gave himself for me.' When nature, near exhausted, forced me to bed, I opened the book upon, 'For he will finish the work, and cut it short in righteousness; because a short work will the Lord make upon the earth.' After this comfortable assurance that he would come, and would not tarry, I slept in peace.

  "May 18th. In the approach of a temptation, I looked up to Christ, and confessed my helplessness. The temptation was immediately beaten down, and continually kept off, by a power not my own. About midnight I was waked by a return of my pleurisy. I felt great pain, and straitness at my heart; but found immediate relief by bleeding. I had some discourse with Mr. Bray; thought myself willing to die the next moment, if I might but believe this: but was sure I could not die till I did believe. I earnestly desired it.

  "May 19th. At five this morning the pain and difficulty in breathing returned. The surgeon was sent for; but I fell asleep before he could bleed me a second time. I received the sacrament, but not Christ.

  "Mrs. Turner came, and told me I should not rise from that bed till I believed. I believed her saying, and asked, 'Has God then bestowed faith upon you?' 'Yes, he has.' 'Why, have you peace with God?' 'Yes, perfect peace.' And do you love Christ above all things?' 'I do; above all things incomparably.' 'Then, are you willing to die?' 'I am; and would be glad to die this moment; for I know all my sins are blotted out; the hand-writing that was against me is taken out of the way, and nailed to the cross. He has saved me by his death; he has washed me with his blood; he has hid me in his wounds. I have peace in him, and rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory.'

  "Her answers were so full, to these and the most searching questions I could ask, that I had no doubt of her having received the atonement; and waited for it myself with a more assured hope. Feeling an anticipation of joy upon her account, and thanking Christ as I could, I looked for him all night, with prayers, and sighs, and unceasing desires."

  Such was the manner in which Mr. Charles Wesley waited upon God for that great change in his state and character, upon which he felt that his peace and safety both in time and eternity depended, He was humble, penitent, teachable, and persevering. He read the Holy Scriptures; studied the promises of God; was diligent in prayer, both social and private; and almost daily received the Lord's supper. In obedience to the divine direction, he continued asking, that he might receive; seeking, that he might find; knocking at the door of mercy, that it might be opened; labouring to believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, in the earnest hope that the Holy Spirit would impart the full power of faith, and then witness his adoption, and purify his heart.

  The frequent returns of his pleurisy, and his very enfeebled state, appear to have alarmed his friends, who began to be apprehensive that his end was near. His brother, therefore, and a few others, met together on Saturday evening, and spent the night in prayer. The next day was Whit-Sunday, on the morning of which he was enabled to believe to the saving of his soul. The great change which then passed upon him, and the circumstances connected with it, he has described in his private journal. The following is his own account:––

  "THE DAY OF PENTECOST.

  "Sunday, May 21st, 1738. I waked in hope and expectation of his coming. At nine my brother and some friends came and sung a hymn to the Holy Ghost. My comfort and hope were hereby increased. In about half an hour they went. I betook myself to prayer: the substance as follows:—'O Jesus, thou hast said, I will come unto you. Thou hast said, I will send the Comforter unto you. Thou hast said, My Father and I will come unto you, and make our abode with you. Thou art God, who canst not lie. I wholly rely upon thy most true promise. Accomplish it in thy time and manner.' Having said this, I was composing myself to sleep, in quietness and peace, when I heard one come in, (Mrs. Musgrave, I thought, by the voice,) and say, 'In the name of Jesus of Nazareth, arise, and believe, and thou shalt be healed of all thy infirmities!' I wondered how it should enter into her head to speak in that manner. The words struck me to the heart. I sighed, and said within myself, 'O that Christ would but speak thus to me!' I lay musing and trembling; then I rung; and Mrs. Turner coming, desired her to send up Mrs. Musgrave. She went down, and returning, said, Mrs. Musgrave had not been here. My heart sunk within me at the word; and I hoped it might be Christ indeed. However, I sent her down again to inquire, and felt in the mean time a strange palpitation of heart; and said, yet feared to say, 'I believe! I believe!'

  "She came up again, and said, 'It was I, a weak, sinful creature, that spoke; but the words were Christ's. He commanded me to say them; and so constrained me, that I could not forbear.'

  "I sent for Mr. Bray, and asked him whether I believed. He answered, I ought not to doubt of it: it was Christ that spoke to me. He knew it, and willed us to pray together. 'But first,' said he, 'I will read what I have casually opened upon: Blessed is the man whose transgression is forgiven, whose sin is covered. Blessed is the man unto whom the Lord imputeth not iniquity, and in whose spirit there is no guile.' Still I felt a violent opposition, and reluctance to believe; yet still the Spirit of God strove with my own, and the evil spirit, till by degrees he chased away the darkness of my unbelief. I found myself convinced, I knew not how nor when; and immediately fell to intercession."

  The fact is, this plain, illiterate woman, had a deep and solemn conviction that she ought thus to address the afflicted penitent, who was weeping and praying for pardon, peace, and holiness; but recollecting that he was a scholar and a clergyman, she was afraid to do it. She durst not speak to him in this manner face to face, and with difficulty prevailed upon herself to utter these words as she stood upon the stairs. By this humble instrumentality it pleased God to produce in the heart of his servant the vital faith which he so earnestly desired.

  "On Sunday morning," says Mr. Charles Wesley, "she took Mr. Bray aside, burst into tears, and informed him of the matter; objecting, she was a poor, weak, sinful creature; and should she go to a minister! She could not do it, nor rest till she did. He asked her whether she had ever found herself so before. 'No, never.' 'Why, then,' said he, 'go. Remember Jonah. You declare promises, not threatenings. Go in the name of the Lord. Fear not your own weakness. Speak you the words. Christ will do the work. Out of the mouths of babes and sucklings hath he ordained strength.' They prayed together; and she then went up, but durst not come in till she had again prayed by herself. About six minutes after she had left him, he found and felt, while she was speaking the words, that Christ was with us.

  "I never heard words uttered with like solemnity. The sound of her voice was entirely changed into that of Mrs. Musgrave. (If I can be sure of any thing sensible.) I rose, and looked into the Scripture. The words that first presented were, 'And now, Lord, what is my hope? Truly, my hope is even in thee.' I then cast down my eye, and met, 'He hath put a new song in my mouth, even a thanksgiving unto our God. Many shall see it, and fear, and shall put their trust in the Lord.' Afterward I opened upon Isaiah xl, 1: 'Comfort ye, comfort ye my people, saith your God. Speak ye comfortably to Jerusalem, and cry unto her, that her warfare is accomplished, that her iniquity is pardoned: for she hath received at the Lord's hand double for all her sins.'

  "I now found myself at peace with God, and rejoiced in hope of loving Christ. My temper, for the rest of the day, was mistrust of my own great, but before unknown, weakness. I saw that by faith I stood; and the continual support of faith, which kept me from falling, though of myself I am ever sinking into sin. I went to bed still sensible of my own weakness, (I humbly hope to be more and more so,) yet confident of Christ's protection."

  . . .

  For the long space of ten years had Charles been labouring after holiness, without attaining to it; and for the longer space of twelve or thirteen years had [his brother] John [Wesley] been engaged in the same pursuit, and with the same want of success. They were still in the state which, is described in the seventh chapter of the Epistle to the Romans. They were "carnal, and sold under sin." Their struggles to get free from it were powerless and unavailing; so that after a thousand resolutions and efforts, they could only lament, in the bitterness of disappointed hope, "wretched man that I am! who shall deliver me from the body of this death?" Now they were translated from the legal to the evangelical state; and could testify with the apostle, "Being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ; by whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God." "The law of the Spirit of life in Christ Jesus hath made me free from the law of sin and death." "Ye have not received the spirit of bondage again unto fear; but ye have received the Spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father. The Spirit itself beareth witness with our spirit, that we are the children of God." "Whom, having not seen, ye love; in whom, though now ye see him not, yet believing ye rejoice with joy unspeakable and full of glory: receiving the end of your faith, even the salvation of your souls." Their friend, the Rev, John Gambold, incumbent of Stanton-Harcourt, and one of their Oxford companions, received the truth at the same time, and through the same instrumentality. Like them, he had long been wandering in the labyrinths of Mysticism, wearying himself for very vanity; and on emerging into light, he appositely denominated the evangelical method of justification by faith, "the sinner's short way to God."

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  Have you come to that blessed position of Charles Wesley?

  Are you at peace with God? Do you rejoice in hope of loving Christ?

  Are you sensible of your own weakness, yet confident of Christ's protection?
  
  Have you understood that justification comes through the Holy Spirit's gift of faith in Christ alone?
  
  
  
  Like Mrs. Turner, has God laid a deep and solemn conviction on your heart to speak to another soul?
  
  May God strengthen you as He did Mrs. Turner so you might...
  
  Go in the name of the Lord.

  and trust Him...

  Fear not your own weakness. Speak you the words. Christ will do the work.
  Out of the mouths of babes and sucklings hath he ordained strength.

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  Related:

  My other letters on assurance and joy including:

  Letter 1 on assurance and fighting for joy
  Letter 3 on assurance and fighting for joy (Jesus' desire vs. Satan's desire)
  Letter 10 on assurance and fighting for joy (joy is for ALL!)
  Letter 18 on assurance and fighting for joy (my testimony of joy)
  "I thirst! I thirst!" Whitefield's experience of joy (letter 51 on assurance & fighting for joy)
  experimental assurance of the Father's love (letter 67 on assurance & fighting for joy)
  Dear Christian People, Now Rejoice!" Luther's assurance expressed! (letter 88 on assurance & joy)
  Have you experienced "joy, joy, joy, tears of joy" like Pascal? | Letter 129 on assurance & joy

  Why preach the Gospel? # 1: Bad men need Good News!
  Why preach the Gospel? # 2: Dead men need Life!
  Reformation Day: Martin Luther on "How One is Justified before God, and of Good Works"
  Luther on Galatians 4: any & all false gospels = idolatry
  Labor Day: Do you know the blessedness of not working? (Romans 4:1-8)
  "What must we do, to be doing the works of God?" (Labor Day)
  First Week of Advent: The Most Scandalous Bailout Ever
  "Either we accept the atonement of Christ or we repeat it."
  A little child shall lead us: Christ died for our sins (precious penal substitution)
  The Gospel: Penal substitution? Really? Yes, really!
  why we need a new heart (Bible reading - Matthew 5)
  The flags unfurled ... Christ's eternal banner | Lloyd-Jones ~ a third type of assurance
  The Christian should not just believe the truth, and know it..." | the Father's assurance

  Then Abigail Made Haste (complacency & devotion)
  Romans 12:1-2 ~ Ann Hasseltine Judson: a willing sacrifice – Are you?
  Thank you, Noël Piper (Thank you, pastor's wives)
  Bible Reading: I Corinthians 15 & 16: Would we stand firm for 38 years?
  What Is ... Making a Difference? Bible Reading: 2 Kings-Two Daughters of Eve Make a Difference
  Father's Day ~ William Carey & his son | duty, risk & the obedient Son
  my desire: "fearless and uncompromising" like Duncan Campbell, Moses, and Paul
  God uses men with "no outstanding abilities"
  by the grace of God you can be the greatest you that ever lived
  Bible Reading-Mark 4: (6) Kingdom-Obsessed People persevere in scattering seed

  Work found at http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Charles_wesley.jpg / PD - {{PD-Art|PD-old-75}}

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