September 30, 2010
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Doubting one, do you know Me as a rewarder? | letter 78 on assurance & fighting for joy
But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
–Hebrews 11:6doubting one,
you profess you know Me
you profess you believe that I ambut
do you know
do you believeI am . . .
sovereign over darkness in this world
so you might seek light from abovesovereign over pain in this world
so you might seek healing from abovesovereign over hunger in this world
so you might seek bread from abovesovereign over thirst in this world
so you might seek water from abovesovereign over loneliness in this world
so you might seek the bridegroom from abovesovereign over losses in this world
so you might seek comfort from abovesovereign over drought in this world
so you might seek rain from abovesovereign over oppression in this world
so you might seek freedom from abovesovereign over depression in this world
so you might seek joy from abovesovereign over persecution in this world
so you might seek mercy from abovesovereign over lies in this world
so you might seek truth from abovesovereign over slights in this world
so you might seek acceptance from abovesovereign over betrayals in this world
so you might seek faithfulness from abovesovereign over brokenness in this world
so you might seek healing from abovesovereign over anxieties in this world
so you might seek peace from abovesovereign over divisions in this world
so you might seek unity from abovesovereign over governments in this world
so you might seek the kingdom from abovesovereign over ruins in this world
so you might seek restoration from abovesovereign over lukewarmness in this world
so you might seek fire from abovesovereign over burdens in this world
so you might seek rest from abovesovereign over poverty in this world
so you might seek riches from abovesovereign over shaking in this world
so you might seek security from abovesovereign over hatred in this world
so you might seek love from abovesovereign over pride in this world
so you might seek humility from abovesovereign over injustice in this world
so you might seek justice from abovesovereign over death in this world
that you might seek life from abovesovereign over life in this world
that you might seek to die with Medoubting one,
you profess you know Me
you profess you believe that I ambut do you know Me
as a rewarder?do you believe that I am
a rewarder of those who diligently seek Me?But without faith it is impossible to please him: for he that cometh to God must believe that he is, and that he is a rewarder of them that diligently seek him.
doubting one,
will you stop seeking in vain in this world
for what is not of this worldknow Me,
know I am a rewarderbelieve Me,
believe I am a rewarderdoubting one,
be not diligent in your doubts
but be diligent in seeking Meknow Me
by faith
know I am a rewarderbelieve Me
by faith
believe I am a rewarderdoubting one,
come to Me
by faith
not only believing I am
but believing I am a rewarderdoubting one,
diligently seek Me
by faith
so you might know Me
by faith
so you might believe Me
by faith
so you might please Me
by faith
so you might live through Me
by faithFor by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God...
– Ephesians 2:8
Related:the book of Habakkuk and the story of Joseph (Genesis 37-50), Psalms 73 and 77
my other letters on assurance and fighting for joy including:
- Letter 16 on assurance and fighting for joy (our prayers, His wise denials and joy)
- a conversation with Jesus about trials & joy (Letter 34 on assurance & fighting for joy)
- I'm anguished over you (Letter 39 on assurance & fighting for joy)
- In the multitude of your anxieties, may His comforts delight your soul: Letter 60 on assurance & joy
- Keep me away from the paths of the destroyer that I might behold Your face. (Psalm 17)
- You whine and complain (Letter 70 on assurance & fighting for joy)
Our Twisted View of God
All things (even bad things) work together for good...
Bible Reading-Isaiah: When We Think the LORD Has Forsaken and Forgotten Us
when we're being shaken: let us look unto JESUS!
He's not dropping us! (Isaiah 46:3-4)
"As your days, so shall your strength be"
Blessed are the poor in spirit
The Often Unwanted but Necessary Gift: The Gift of the Broken Heart
Third Sunday of Advent: His Kingdom is unshakable even when we're being shaken
Christian, don't waste your life whining
the children of God will never say of Him: "Got stood up big time!"
God's sovereign grace & care in Genesis (the story of Joseph)
God works through bad economies for good: A retrospective
Where do you go when the world is unlovely? (Psalm 84 & the theology of Biblical counseling)
end of the year ... in the midst of heartbreak
What is Biblical mourning? (Ash Wednesday)
Comments (7)
these are very much like psalms to me, where in the beginning you are pouring your heart out to the Lord, but by the end you are reassured by His word and His faithfulness and the truth. the truth is that He does reward those who draw near to Him and seek Him. it's so easy to forget that, but doesnt have to be that way. we go through the fires and are refined. we learn every day how to love Him more and more unconditionally. we learn how to be content in Him alone.
Praying you feel His reassurance especially being still with Him today.
I agree, I was thinking specifically of Psalms 73 and 77.
@YouTOme - Thanks, dearie deer. (hugs) I've had some times of discouragement, but this particular letter was written w/ an eye toward Christians who say they believe in God but have serious continuing doubts about His goodness, all because they don't see Him operating in their lives in the way they think He should. They get mad at Him and even curse Him; they're not able to trust His sovereign hand is at work at all times, including in and through the trials and storms and heartbreaks of life. I want to challenge people that faith in God doesn't just include believing in God, but it is believing He is a good God, a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. I've been chewing on that verse for some time now.
If we know God and know God's love for us in Christ, we simply cannot continue to hold such doubts and questions. I'm not saying we won't have those feelings from time to time (e.g. - evidenced by the psalms and other places in Scripture), but the believer in Christ can't persist in that. And besides that, it also makes for a terrible testimony to other believers and to the world.
Romans 8:31 What then shall we say to these things? If God is for us, who can be against us? 32 He who did not spare his own Son but gave him up for us all, how will he not also with him graciously give us all things?
@WLCALUM - Yes, I think we had a similar discussion on another post. (I added those two Psalms to the related reading. Thank you!)
@naphtali_deer - Having already read and answered your post following this one, I am struck by the recurring message that God is giving us: Diligently SEEK. That goes for all things pertaining to our relationship with Him: knowing Him, receiving blessing and help, serving Him - even speaking to others about and for Him. By diligently seeking Him we won't misrepresent Him or misunderstand Him and others will actually see the real Jesus, not us.
@quest4god@revelife - Yes. Diligently seek. This is something I've been pondering for some time now, and God continues to convict me about this. He wants us to ask the hard thing of Him, e.g.- II Kings 2:10.
@naphtali_deer - One good thing about answering another's comment/reply is to come back and read your own answer. What God has shown me in the past often applies again and again to what is happening now.