March 17, 2010

  • why deerlife? (we are separated on the wall, far from one another - Nehemiah 4)

    Nehemiah 4:19  And I said to the nobles and to the officials and to the rest of the people, “The work is great and widely spread, and we are separated on the wall, far from one another. 20  In the place where you hear the sound of the trumpet, rally to us there. Our God will fight for us.”

    Though we're each to be part of a local congregation, we are each also part of the church universal. Over the past few years of blogging, I've made a couple close friends here, friends that have encouraged me and prayed for me and I've done the same for them.

    For quite some time now I've felt a bit like Nehemiah did, i.e.- The work is great and widely spread, and we are separated on the wall, far from one another.

    God has placed each one of us in the church for a reason (both the local church as well as the church universal). We are not only dependent on Him, but we are interdependent on one another. That's part of God's design. It's a reflection of the diversity and unity we find in the Godhead: God the Father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit.

    I've always felt an affinity, a calling, to minister cross-Church/cross-denomination, what have you. I love being able to fellowship with believers from all across the Body of Christ and for now, that's primarily the harvest field to which God keeps sending me (e.g.- please see my posts here and here). Yes, with that, there's always a bit of tension...

    Now I'm expecting, Lord willing, to enter into a commitment to my local congregation, so I do have a calling and responsibility to minister there. However I also have a calling to minister to and in the church beyond that particular body of believers.

    Specifically, I have seen that God has brought some of us together here who have a passion for Him and a heart to pray for revival. There are some of us who have seen the ruins in the Church and have been grieved over them. Please see my posts here, here, here, here, here and here. Please, please read these things if you've already been grieved as an encouragement to stay the course, and if you've not been grieved, I ask you to read them; my prayer is that the Holy Spirit might prick some of your hearts and show you things you've not seen before and be grieved like Nehemiah for we are in great trouble and shame...we are broken down.

    In addition my blog here, which is devoted primarily to the teaching of the Word, a year ago I opened up tent of meeting, a blog devoted to prayer for revival. If God has been putting into your heart a burden to pray for the Church, I invite you to visit tent of meeting; you can read more about it here.)

    For quite some time now I've been praying about a way we might support one another in a more tangible way, in a bit more organized way...

    I shared some of my thoughts and desires about that in this post a few months ago...

    I am praying God would bring together in a more cohesive way those of us who have a heart for revival and have received a calling to pray for revival. I believe we are spread too thinly on the wall. I'm not quite sure how that might look in reality, but I have been feeling for some time that we need to be strategic as we rebuild the wall (think Nehemiah). By strategic I don't mean resorting to worldly means but seeking God's ways and His wisdom. The three fold cord is not quickly broken. I confess I have often been tempted to feel like Elijah, that there are no others out there, even though I know there are others. God always has a remnant He is calling. I pray God might raise up a fellowship of believers who can support, uphold and encourage one another as we pray and so we can then be mobilized and sent out into our home churches and communities on mission for Him. I am praying that those of us who have had a taste of revival in our own lives would be able to take that into our churches. I know there are some of us who are specifically called to this blogging community, but all of us are called to battle on the home front as well.


    I am praying God would begin to raise up people in the local church to disciple and equip the saints both now and as revival does come, for there will be an influx of hungry souls needing meat. We should all be praying about our responsibility and role in that.

    deerlifeI've had contact with some of you via your comments here, your own blogs and personal messages. I have been blessed to have found some like-minded believers who have a passion for God. I am eternally grateful for your prayers and support for me and your challenges to me to press on toward the mark of the prize of the high calling.

    In case you didn't know it, a few days ago I started up another blog, deerlife. (Yes, some of you might be tempted to say I am beginning to collect blogs much like Imelda Marcos collected shoes... )

    You can read more of my vision for deerlife here. If you have a heart for God and a passion to see the people of God revived through the local church, and if God is leading you to be involved in that work and to encourage others in that work, I invite you to check out deerlife. I'm hoping that deerlife might be one means God uses to bring us together as we work on the wall, similar to Nehemiah's intent:

    Nehemiah 4:19  And I said to the nobles and to the officials and to the rest of the people, “The work is great and widely spread, and we are separated on the wall, far from one another. 20  In the place where you hear the sound of the trumpet, rally to us there. Our God will fight for us.”

    The work is great. The work is widely spread. We are separated on the wall, far from one another.

    If we back up in Nehemiah 4, we see another reason for us to come together: the world is united in opposition against Christ and against those who are working to do His will (Nehemiah 4:8):

    And they all plotted together to come and fight against Jerusalem and to cause confusion in it (Neh. 4:8, ESV)

    And conspired all of them together to come and to fight against Jerusalem, and to hinder it (KJV).

    (Please also see my posts on Nehemiah here and here about the opposition we face.)

    Notice that the enemies of God were united: Plotting together. Conspiring all of them together. (How often does the church come together as God intends?)

    Of course this opposition to God's people and God's work is nothing new:

    Genesis 3:15  I will put enmity between you and the woman, and between your offspring and her offspring...

    As we look at Jesus' words in John 17, we love to read about the essential unity we as believers share in Jesus Christ and how our unity brings glory to God and is a witness to the world, but let's not forget this: the world is also unified: unified against us because we are of Christ, because we are no longer of this world, because we have been born again into a new life through the Holy Spirit and are no longer of the world. Yet we are sent into the world; as a result we will have tribulation and trouble.

    The race set before us is a race we must run by faith despite the tribulations and troubles we will face in this world. But God has given us the means to do so. He given us His Word, His Spirit and one another to assist us in running the race. And of course, our great high priest Jesus Christ is continuing to intercede for us at the right hand of God in glory. He was in the world and was victorious over the world and conquered the grave, overcame sin, death and Satan. He can sympathize with our weaknesses; consider that He was tempted and yet without sin! All these things are necessary ingredients so we might press on to know Christ and make Him known.

    So as we are sent into the world (in this case: many, many places all over the earth), my prayer is that deerlife might be one means we sound the trumpet and rally to one another: to fellowship with, encourage, exhort, build up one another and bear one another's burdens, to rally to one another to stand strong against the wiles and taunts of the devil and our own flesh. That includes rejoicing with one another and weeping with one another, and even our having fun on occasion as well for we know that a cheerful heart is good medicine. Much like Elijah, we sometimes lose perspective and forget there are many, many others God has called to His work (at least I know I do).

    We forget there are Aarons and Hurs God has provided to lift up our arms.
    We forget we've been called to be Aarons and Hurs to others when their arms need lifting.

    We forget there are Moseses behind us as we battle on the front lines.
    We forget we are called to intercede for others who are battling on the front lines.


    My intent here is not to undermine or supplant or minimize the local church but rather to encourage others to rise and go and minister primarily in their local churches and communities, wherever God leads. I will add that for some of you, your local church may actually be a church plant or a mission or God knows where. I want each of you to be where God wants you to be, to fulfill the holy ambition He has for your life and not to waste your lives! I am praying as we run the race, we might be a means of support for one another as we rise and go and minister wherever God sends us (including here on Xanga and Revelife as He leads us).

    We have been given a really unique opportunity here. All of us have come to Xanga and Revelife for many varied reasons, but we know that God does not have us here by accident. Let us make the most of the time we have here with one another and seek God's heart and mind in this.

    Last year I wrote how I believed that God could bring something good out of Xanga. Though my faith has wavered, I still believe that. Yes, it seems preposterous if we begin to look at the situation through human eyes, but may God anoint our eyes to see Who He really is! Is His arm shortened that He cannot save? Our God is the God who can do immeasurably above all we can ask or image. Why can't God bring something good out of Xanga and Revelife? I know many of us have gotten discouraged disenchanted and dismayed with much of the watered-down content here (as well as in many congregations and denominations, even those which were once strongly orthodox):

    • the tearing down of the authority of God and the Bible
    • the lack of solid Biblical teaching rooted in Christ and Him crucified
    • Christianity being remade into just another religion rather than the only way of salvation
    • the Jesus who would never sit as Judge over anyone
    • the watering down of Biblical definitions of sin and holiness
    • so-called gospels which allow for continuing sin without conviction of sin
    • Jesus as our boyfriend
    • Christianity rooted in emotions with no doctrinal foundation
    • Christianity rooted in intellectual profession with no room for the working of His Holy Spirit
    • Christianity that is more concerned about the outward appearance than the heart
    • so-called gospels which are but legalistic bondage
    • moral teaching, family values and social gospels which cleverly disguise themselves as Biblical Christianity
    • entertainment being exchanged for discipleship
    • the pick-and-choose, self-centered Christianity which makes Christianity a means to gaining happiness

    There are more, I know, but those are just a few off the top of my head. Looking at this list can either make us depressed...or press us into our Master's service to work on the wall once again! If we look at the situation through our own eyes and forget the power God provides us, we will have every reason to be depressed! I admit I've been depressed about these things, but God has been gracious and hasn't ever let me stay in my depression for very long...He's kept taking my eyes off the ruins and put them on Him time and again. He is Lord! He is Lord! He is King of the Church! He is Head of the Body! He will have the preeminence in His Church, which was created by Him, for Him and to His glory! When we see the ruins (which we will and should), we need to help one another to keep looking away to Jesus, our sure hope! He whose live birthed us into being will not fail to revive us again for His glory!

    Do the things I've listed above bother you? (Have you ever noticed them?) Do you care? Do you see how far short we are falling of the glory God has intended for us? Will you do whatever it takes?

    Wouldn't it be just like God to take the blogging communities of Xanga and Revelife and use them to sweep through the world with the wind and fire of His Holy Spirit, starting with a few of us here! Remember that the King of kings and Lord of lords delights to use the foolish, despised and weak things of the world for His glory! Look through the Bible and Church history and see the unlikely people He uses to accomplish His will!

    I believe He can do that. Will He do it? Who's to say? I can't say He will. God is sovereign. But let's not be guilty of limiting God based on what we see or what we think is possible but trust by faith what He can do in the blink of an eye! With Him all things are possible! We know how His mighty Spirit has come in and worked in many of our lives and brought us from death to life and begun to transform us into the image of Christ. (If you've not known that work in your lives, then perhaps you've not really known Him...) Can almighty God not work in a similar way many times over to bring revival to thousands and thousands of people? After all, is He not the God who orchestrated the saving of 3000 souls on the day of Pentecost almost 2000 years ago? Is He not the God that preserved the nation of Israel time and again from extermination all so He could preserve the line of Jesus Christ? We see God preserving and providing for His people time and again. Let's walk with the same faith we read of in the great cloud of witnesses. We have the same God as they did!

    Until God calls me elsewhere, I am willingly offering myself to remain here (Nehemiah 11:2). It is my heart's desire to encourage anyone who has but a mustard seed of faith that God wants to bring revival to His Church once more to come alongside you to help to plant, water, nurture and fertilize those seeds of faith and trust God to give the increase. The Church today in many places is much like Israel and Jerusalem were after the exile: we are in great trouble and shame...we are broken down. We are sorely in need of revival. We must look to the living God and His power to work in and through us what we cannot do apart from Him. May almighty God be gracious to us and rend the heavens and come down and restore, revive and renew us once more for His glory!

    If you have further questions, please comment below or message me

    Yours in Christ, seeking His face for revival in my own life and in the Church for His glory,
    Karen

Comments (15)

  • We hear the call to battle!  Let's join forces against the enemy!  Yes, Lord , we will serve you, Our King!Who is on the Lord’s side? Who will serve the King?Who will be His helpers, other lives to bring?Who will leave the world’s side? Who will face the foe?Who is on the Lord’s side? Who for Him will go?By Thy call of mercy, by Thy grace divine,We are on the Lord’s side—Savior, we are Thine!Not for weight of glory, nor for crown and palm,Enter we the army, raise the warrior psalm;But for love that claimeth lives for whom He died:He whom Jesus saveth marches on His side.By Thy love constraining, by Thy grace divine,We are on the Lord’s side—Savior, we are Thine!Jesus, Thou hast bought us, not with gold or gem,But with Thine own lifeblood, for Thy diadem;With Thy blessing filling each who comes to Thee,Thou hast made us willing, Thou hast made us free.By Thy grand redemption, by Thy grace divine,We are on the Lord’s side—Savior, we are Thine!Fierce may be the conflict, strong may be the foe,But the King’s own army none can overthrow;’Round His standard ranging, vict’ry is secure,For His truth unchanging makes the triumph sure.Joyfully enlisting, by Thy grace divine,We are on the Lord’s side—Savior, we are Thine!Chosen to be soldiers, in an alien land,Chosen, called, and faithful, for our Captain’s band;In the service royal, let us not grow cold,Let us be right loyal, noble, true and bold.Master, Thou wilt keep us, by Thy grace divine,Always on the Lord’s side—Savior, always Thine!He has fire in his eyesand a sword in his handand he's riding in a white horseall across this landAnd he's calling out to you and me"Will you ride with me?" (x2)We say "Yes" ("Yes Lord")"We'll ride with you."And we say "Yes, Lord""We will stand up and fight""We will ride with the armies of Heaven.""Gonna be dressed in white" ("We'll be dressed in white")And we say "Yes, Lord" ("Yes, Lord")"We'll ride with you."

  • Can you help me? I don't even feel like going to church anymore...I'm so burnt out. I just want to throw in the towel.

  • Karen, good post. It's good to find someone on Xanga who wants to build up and not tear down. Blessings to you and yours in Christ!

  • @quest4god@revelife - We hear the call to battle! Let's join forces against the enemy! Yes, Lord , we will serve you, Our King!Amen, Norm. Thanks for sharing that song; I wasn't familiar w/ it.I especially like this little bit: Joyfully enlistingAs we abide in Him and obey Him, it is for our JOY (and His). John 15:1-11. ∞ :)

  • @naphtali_deer - I forgot to include the writer's name, Frances Havergal.  I suppose you already have looked it up.  Joyfully enlisting...isn't that great?The second song is from Brownsville revival...no author given.I still tend to like the older hymns best (my age is showing? ☺)

  • @NightCometh - Thanks for your honesty. (hugs) I'd read one of your past posts about this, so I can understand to some extent how you must feel. I've felt that way at times as well, and I think pretty much all Christians have struggled with this to some extent, some more than others. (I actually wrote a bit about my experiences w/ this in this poem a few days ago.)When we feel that way, we have to fight against our feelings and put aside our past hurts and our doubts and fears (if we've been in the church we've all had those to some extent), and press on to do what we know God wants us to do, which is to affiliate with a local church body. (And we have to remember that the devil wants to keep us divided/separated on the wall, so to speak.) God will give us the desire and the ability to do His will (Phil. 2:12-13). We're never going to find a perfect church (we're all saved sinners who are being sanctified!), but I do believe there is a particular place God has for each of us at a particular time, and if we aren't obedient in that we're grieving God and we will also not be able to have His peace and joy.I know throughout my church stops, God has continued to bless me in spite my own sinfulness and in spite of things that have happened which were really ugly and hurtful (though I admit it's been hard to be able to see it right at that time). As I wrote this post I was actually dealing w/ some past church experiences I'd had. Until we can really embrace God's total sovereignty over all things (even those hurts) like the Psalmist does in Psalm 139 or Joseph did (Genesis 50), we'll shrink back in fear and want to throw in the towel. (I've written a LOT about God's sovereignty; I keep saying it's my sanity and it really is. God has a purpose and plan for the believer in all things, even bad and hurtful things; He is always working proactively for our good, even though it may not appear to us at the time, e.g. - see what the Psalmist writes about God's plan for Joseph and Israel in Psalm 105:16-19ff.)I struggled w/ taking the next step into our current church, but God has helped me to see His hand was at work in all that happened in my past experiences and He has made it crystal clear to me where He wants me now. There's no guarantee there won't be hurts again (and most likely there will be...anytime people are, there will be hurts), but God has guaranteed to be with me there. (I'm thinking I might write a little more about this, though at the moment I'm not quite sure what form it will take, though I have some ideas.)I'll be praying for you. I know there are countless others who feel the same way, so it's my hope and prayer, we all will continue to respond in faith to His leading.Matthew 11:28-30.Grace & peace in Christ,Karen

  • @sacredfly - Thank you for your encouragement, Gary. I hope and pray as I instruct/correct/rebuke, I do so in love so it does not tear down but build up. I Cor. 16:13-14. Eph. 4:25.Blessings to you & yours in Christ also!Karen

  • @quest4god@revelife - For some reason I was thinking it was all one song. Duh! Talk about getting old... I had looked up the second song (thinking that was the chorus or something), but not the first; I guess I was more tired last night than I realized.The older hymns are generally richer than much of what is written today (there are exceptions to that), though I do enjoy many of the newer songs as well. (Yes, I am planning to see Crowder and others tomorrow night in concert. ) I like the balance of musical styles, and I especially appreciate those who take old hymns and rework them w/ new music.Um, we know that age doesn't matter in God's Kingdom...God's Spirit is not limited by age. When I read your comment I was excited and thought something like this: "Here's someone who's 70 years old & is not stopping in the race set before him! Yet so, so many Christians have never had any zeal like this whatsoever...how sad."Keep marching, singing and dancing, bro!Karen

  • @naphtali_deer - Looking over this post and comments I get excited about the work that God has called you into.  You know, He has prepared these things (Gal 2:10)...I am not as clear on my calling (in concrete terms) as it seems to me yours is, but I am also excited and a little scared about what God has for me.  If only my work ethic were as dilligent as yours.I know that most of my work is related to encouragement and exhortation of my brothers and sisters, but with it there has to be a good example set by me.  If my enthusiasm and joy are helpful, then I treasure that gift He has given me.  But I am no more immune to wanting the accolades of my peers than anyone else, so I need to keep my eyes FIXED on the Lord.  He is more than enough!

  • @quest4god - Ephesians 2:10, you mean?I don't know if I'd say I'm quite clear in some ways, but clear enough to take some steps of faith..."I am also excited and a little scared about what God has for me." I feel the same way...Especially b/c I felt this way a few years ago about something, but not all that long afterwards the bottom really fell out. There's always risk, yet we can trust that God will always be with us.Re: work ethic. You're at a different point in your life, have different responsibilities and your body has seen more years than mine, and we also do have different callings, so you can't necessarily compare yourself to me in that. If God gives you something to do, I know for sure you won't rest (He won't let you) until you do it. I know you and your heart well enough to know that; you love Him too much & you know His constraining love. And, as you said, He is more than enough. His grace is sufficient and He always gives us all we need to complete the work He's called us to do. I'm excited about what He has yet for you.Yes, fixing our eyes on the Lord is key, even as He fixed His eyes on the joy set before Him. You know I struggle w/ that. I commented on someone else's blog recently that God has to keep reminding me that though He's certainly concerned about the work I do for Him, He's also concerned about His work in me. I forget that. God is all about conforming us to His image.

  • I needed this post. Thanks Karen. I haven't been writing here much because I've had so much going on. We recently had our (only) deacon and his wife leave. While they had not been faithful (they didn't see the need for Sun. evening services and rarely -if ever- came for prayer meeting/Bible study on Weds.), it was still a blow and very discouraging since we only have 9 (8 faithful now) members. I've taken on more things as a result of all that.Then last Sunday we only had my parents and myself for all the services: everyone else was sick or out of town. Oh, and to top it off, a thieving lawyer sent us a $200 bill for a "consultation" I had to have with him (as church trustee), in which he actually did nothing. So as you can imagine, we're feeling pretty "beat up". Nonetheless, the Lord knows. Ultimately it's His church, and His name. He provided an unexpected check which was double the lawyer's fee!! He continues to encourage through various means, including His Word and this post. Keep on keeping on ... thanks again!

  • @CHorsey - Dear Carrie, Thank you so, so much for your words here. They were a real encouragement for my soul today. :) I'm so grieved to hear about what is happening at your church. Yet as you say we know it is HIS Church and He DOES know! His plan for us will not be thwarted. Let us continue to encourage one another to stand strong.Isaiah 26:1 In that day this song will be sung in the land of Judah:“We have a strong city;he sets up salvationas walls and bulwarks.2 Open the gates,that the righteous nation that keeps faith may enter in.3 You keep him in perfect peacewhose mind is stayed on you,because he trusts in you.4 Trust in the LORD forever,for the LORD GOD is an everlasting rock.May He help us to sing that song by faith today for we know that in spite of what we see happening, He is our God and we are His people!May we continue to trust in Him. Those who trust in Him will never be put to shame (Psalm 25).(hugs) and prayers,Karen

  • @naphtali_deer - Oops!  Yeah, Ephesians 2:10.  I'll be glad when I'm not so old!@CHorsey - Eavesdropping a bit here...sorry about the troubles your church is having.  My church is only slightly larger than that, and there is some trouble that could radically cripple the ministry here.  In these times, God, knowing the end before the beginning, has planted us in strategic spots so that He will be glorified and we will be made stronger in the process.  Be thankful to Him and give Him praise.

  • @quest4god@revelife - "I'll be glad when I'm not so old!"Eternal life, eternal joy. :) ∞ The corruptible will become incorruptible. I suppose that also includes no more typos or grammatical mistakes. ;-D

  • @quest4god@revelife - P.S.- As I've said previously, if I were a pastor, I'd rather have someone "old" like you than 100 youths without your heart and fire (~His heart and His fire). "Your old men will..." God's Spirit is not a respecter of persons, He does not discriminate by age. Man looks on the outward appearance...Keep marching, Bro!

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Christian hedonist in training. Pressing on to know more and more of the joy of the LORD. Pleading with God to rend the heavens and revive and refresh my own soul, as well as His Church, to His praise, honor and glory.

Thank God. He can make men and women in middle life sing again with a joy that has been chastened by a memory of their past failures. ~ Alan Redpath

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