October 23, 2009

  • Letter 10 on assurance and fighting for joy (joy is for ALL!)


    Continuing on in my series of letters about
    assurance and joy. I know this is quite long but I would encourage you to read it all. Joy is not an option for the believer. It is God's gift available to all who are in Christ. The health and life of the Church depends on our knowing Him and His joy. I am praying none of us would limit the work of God in our lives or in our churches but we would open ourselves up to His fullness! ~Karen




    My dear friend delighted by His joy,

    I know you have had a taste of His living water now, no, not only His living water but the new wine, and you've drunk deeply. We've both begun to become Christ-intoxicated. How can we not? How can we not want more and more of Him? O, yes, He fills us until we are full and overflowing, and even yet, though we are wholly satisfied in Him, we know there is more to be had. So we go back and seek Him once more and drink again.

    Pleasures forevermore!

    Pleasures! Doesn't our God want us to enjoy Him? To rejoice and be glad in Him. To exult in Him. Should we are not be seeking to know God and receive all His fullness, all He has for us. Should we not expect joy? Has He not promised us pleasures forevermore? Are we not told to delight in the Lord? Does not Paul tell us to rejoice in the Lord always? Do we not know the language of the Psalmists and Solomon regarding the love relationship we are to have with the Lord? Is our God a taskmaster like Pharaoh? No, He is a God who loved us first and wants to give us all things. He has already shown us His great love for us in giving us His Son. Is it not His desire to have a love relationship with us? Are we not to love Him with all our heart, all our soul, all our mind and all our strength? All! Has He not given us the spirit of adoption so we might call Him, "Abba, Father"? Does He not want to give us good gifts? Will He withhold anything good from us? Has He ever been stingy to us? No, no. He pours out more and more to His children because He loves us and we deserve absolutely none of it!

    Forevermore! Not fleeting pleasures, but eternal pleasures. Not like the world gives. In my fourth letter, I reminded you any earthly pleasures are temporary. Only our relationship with the living God and His riches are will what truly satisfy us. For in Him alone are true and lasting pleasures for they flow from the Rock of our salvation. Of course, you know that means – we've not even really drunk a drop of all the pleasures He has for us! O, my friend, does it not make you giddy thinking of this? We will drink of Him for all eternity, will we not? Forevermore! I cannot imagine it, can you?  He is so glorious to me today in my mortal body, what then when we put off the mortal for immortality? O, to be filled with all His fullness every moment. Glory forever. Joy unceasing. No wonder why there is talk of no more tears or sorrow in heaven. How can there be? We will be in the presence of perfect joy and have Him dwelling in us for all eternity!

    I will confess to you a couple years ago I would have said this type of joy was not for everyone. I would have said much of the joy I read about in the Bible was beyond the realm of possibility for the average Christian. I would also have argued that I'm not joyful and God can only do so much with someone like me. I read about joy and though I did think it possible for certain people, it certainly was not for me! As I've said before, by nature I do not tend to be joyful. Yet God's joy goes beyond our temperament, does it not? Yes, He does not undo our temperaments when we are saved (Lloyd-Jones has some good writings on that, esp. in his book "Spiritual Depression"); we can see that in the various characters and personalities of the Bible and Church history, e.g.- Jeremiah, David Brainerd, William Cowper. Yet there is a joy available to all of us since we are children of God. And we can never let our own limited experiences with God limit the possibilities of what He might do! That is very dangerous. When we do that we are putting ourselves over God and over the Scripture. We don't judge Scripture based on our experiences. We judge our experiences based on the Scripture. Just because we've not experienced something doesn't mean it isn't possible. His ways and His thoughts are higher and greater than ours! Who are we that we should be His counselor?

    (O, how short-sighted I was and how limiting I was of Him! God forgive me for being a brute beast! I know He has! How longsuffering He is with me! Thank God He is sovereign and good to us even when we doubt Him! And how He works in us beyond what we can imagine or think, or sometimes even what we want to begin to imagine or think!)

    How dangerous such thoughts are! When we don't believe God wishes to give us His fullness of joy, are we not limiting Him? Remember Psalm 78 or when our Lord was at Nazareth and we read how He could not do many mighty works there because of their unbelief. Yes, I know He is sovereign. He could have worked in that place, yes, but yet we see He chose not to. That's sobering to me...

    We must always go back to Jesus' words. Is there a limit on His words to us, is there a restriction on His promises to us about joy? Is it not His desire we have His joy and be filled with His joy and His joy might remain? Is it not a lie of the devil to say God's deep, abiding and full joy is not available for all believers? (Yes, I know His joy is tied to our obedience, I've already spoken of our need to confess sin so we might know His joy. We also see that there is a definite correlation between our obedience and the manifestation of His Spirit, e.g. - John 14:15-17, 21; 15:10-11).  But I would challenge anyone who doubts God's promise of fullness of joy to open their Bibles and look there and see if there is any asterisk anywhere in their Bibles next to His promises of joy for the believer. Is it not God's desire for all His children to have joy unspeakable and full of glory?

    Tis so sweet to trust in Jesus,
    and to take him at his word;
    just to rest upon his promise,
    and to know, "Thus saith the Lord."

    Will we not take Him at His word? It saddens me how so many of our dear brothers and sisters who have been washed in the fountain of Jesus' blood limit the workings of His blessed Holy Spirit. We are all prone to it, are we not? Yet who are we to say how God might choose to move? Can we limit the love of God or the joy or the glory of God coming into our souls? Can we say we know exactly how God might choose to manifest Himself? Can we predict how the Spirit might fall fresh on us? God forgive us when we try to put Him into a box! I know I still do so. God forgive me and guard me from limiting Him! The bottom line is this: Does God not want us to know Him? Does God not want us to know His joy? O, let us pray that the Church would not be afraid of God and the work He desires to do in us, but let us test and try all things and then embrace Him and His Spirit and all He has for us! May He return again and baptize us afresh and anew! If we do not embrace God's Spirit, can we say we are embracing Him?

    Oh, yes, there's a body of knowledge, there's doctrine, I'm not throwing out doctrine. Not at all! You know I am big into doctrine, but any doctrine that doesn't lead to a vibrant joy-filled relationship with God, is at best incomplete doctrine and may indeed be false doctrine. (I've written a bit more about that here and here - see point # 2.)  As you recently mentioned to me, we may as well be deists if we don't believe we can know God's fullness of joy and experience His pleasures forevermore. Yet in how many places has the life of God in the soul turned into such a distant deism? Don't we profess that we believe in the Holy Spirit, the Lord and giver of life? Did He not come down to breath life into us and come to dwell in us? Do we not believe that we were born again by the Spirit? Born again for what? To truly live! To live with Him forever! To live by Him! To know Him, not just know about Him! O, how we must recover those doctrines in our churches once again. We are in need of a new reformation, are we not? I fear (no, I know it) we have gone so far astray. You know how I am burdened over false gospels, but is this yet another false gospel? To have made Christianity into a belief system rather than a relationship with the living God, a God who desires to communicate with us and commune with us. Have we made Christianity all about head-knowledge and excluded the heart? Are we rich in doctrine and yet paupers in experience? Are we not to believe in Him in our hearts? Are we not told the greatest commandment is to love Him with all our heart, all our soul, all our strength and all our mind?

    Was this not Jesus' message to the Church at Laodicea (my rephrasing/expansion):

    "I'm knocking. I'm living and breathing. I'm here. Do you not hear Me? I'm not just a creed or a confession! O, my children, you are missing out on so much!  My bride, I love you. Will you love Me as I have loved you? I want to sup with you and eat with you! I desire it! I desire you! I died for you so I might live in you and we might enjoy sweet communion moment by moment. I have pleasures forevermore I want to give you, but you are settling to keep Me constrained to the written page rather than allowing Me to come in and write My word on your heart! You take communion dutifully but you do not commune with Me! O, how I long for you, my Love! Will you return to Me? You have become rich in your knowledge but you truly do not know Me. You confess me with your lips, but have you believed in your heart? Your confess you are to glorify Me and enjoy Me forever, but I don't see you really enjoying Me! When was the last time you enjoyed Me, really enjoyed Me, and sat at My feet and worshiped Me exuberantly? O, come, My bride and enjoy Me. Enter into the fullness of My joy today. Pleasures forevermore. They are here for you. I am here for You. I am waiting for you. Open the door so you might truly know Me, so you can know My fullness, My joy, My peace, My life! Let me enrapture you and love you in a way you cannot imagine. This is My greatest desire. I am your Husband. Let me love you. I am the Lover of your soul. Come, my bride!"

    You know I am cautious and skeptical of experience apart from doctrine, and we should always be. When I speak of experience with God, I'm not talking of a rah-rah emotional experience like we get at a pep-rally (or even some Christian concerts or worship services, I am sad to say). I'm talking about a deep joy rooted in God Himself and our relationship with Him which we must always examine in light of the Scripture. Yet are we not to love Him with all our heart, soul, mind and strength? It seems that many become suspect of the Holy Spirit and only go so far to say we ought to enjoy Him with our minds and they stop there. Can we not all know the experience of the Psalmists? Better is one day in His courts, better is one day in His house than thousands elsewhere! You look all through the Psalms. These men had this intimate relationship with God and the deep joy of the Lord even in difficulty and trial. Did they not know this joy unspeakable? Can we not also? Is not our God the same God? And how much more so since we are past the cross, past the resurrection and past Pentecost! Has He not promised to send His Spirit to dwell in us? Should we not enjoy Him with our whole being? With every ounce of us? Should we not dance before the Lord with all our might? Should we not shout joyfully before Him and make a loud noise? Or should we begin to throw out many of the Psalms because they are bit too joyful (not to mentioned the Song of Solomon!) – in the same way many have thrown out teachings about the gifts and the baptism of the Holy Spirit? Look at the passion and love throughout the Psalms, the exuberant and overflowing praise. Of course, it's all rooted in doctrine about God. The Psalms are deep in doctrine. And we know how the apostle Paul was big into doctrine: yet right smack dab in the doctrinal book of Romans, what do we find in Romans 8? Whoa! Yes, you know. The Holy Spirit! Our doctrine must lead us to living experience of the living God, otherwise it is all a sham. Paul speaks of the Holy Spirit as a person...um, yes, that's because He is a person! As I've said before, we can't have only the Father and the Son without the Spirit, the Spirit is the Spirit of the Father and of the Son, He proceeds from both. Our whole relationship and life with God hinges on the work of the Holy Spirit in us. I would go so far as to say that if we are not seeking joy in the Lord, expecting such a rich experience of knowing Him, then I would say our teaching is not truly orthodox. Many churches and denominations have been bound up in fear over the work of the Holy Spirit. What are we doing? We want everything done decently and in order, we micromanage things, we have put all our ducks in a row, we don't want any waves, and of course, when we do that, we shut out the Holy Spirit. And, of course, if we are not welcoming the Spirit, we are not welcoming God Himself! We are grieving and quenching and limiting Him. Is it any wonder the Church is in the state she is today? Orthodoxy apart from a living, fiery orthodoxy is not truly orthodox. Christ came that we might know God. We are talking about a relationship with the living God. God has done all so we might have a relationship with Him. He sent His Son to die for us not only so our sins might be forgiven, but so we might have fellowship with Him, to enter into His presence and be seated in heavenly places with Him. Are we not all born again into His family, saved by grace through faith? Do we not all have the same Holy Spirit indwelling us? Does He not want us all to know Him and His fullness of joy? Again, it's not about our working up joy, it's about our putting ourselves in a place to receive what He desires to give us. Yes, I know He is sovereign about it, yet does He not want to give all of us fullness of joy? Would that the Church saw this as a real possibility! You know how Martyn Lloyd-Jones spoke of the glorious possibilities available to us. (I thank God for how God has used him to open my eyes to how much God has made available to us.) Has the father of lies come in to blind God's people to those glorious possibilities, to the abundant life God has for us and allowed us to settle for a dry, dull orthodoxy in place of a passionate joy-filled fellowship with the living God? How have we been guilty of making God into our own image: are we settling for fast food rather than a feast?

    I've been reflecting on the parable of the prodigal son. The two sons were both sons indeed. The younger son was prodigal for a time, squandered all he had, then came to his senses and realized he would be far better off as a servant in his father's house. He knew he deserved nothing and begins to return home. You know the wonderful story. Then his father sees him afar off, has compassion on him, runs to him, welcomes him, embraces him, gives him the robe, the shoes and the ring and has a wonderful feast prepared for him. He treats him as a son even though he deserved none of it.

    But now here's who we really need to look at in the story: the older son. What's he been doing during this time? Has he not stayed home and been faithful, having fulfilled all his duties and responsibilities? Yes He has. But has he ever ENJOYED his relationship with his father? No, he hasn't.

    Look, these many years I have served you, and I never disobeyed your command, yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might celebrate with my friends...But when this son of yours came, who has devoured your property with prostitutes, you killed the fattened calf for him! And he said to him, Son, you are always with me, and all that is mine is yours.


    Was not the older son also prodigal? Are we like the older son? Oh, no, but we once were! God forbid a day comes that we do not enjoy Him and rejoice in Him! Can we say we are enjoying our Father as He desires when we are not opening ourselves up to all those glorious possibilities He has for us? Is not all His ours? Is it not His desire that our joy be full and complete? If we insist this joy is only for a few and not for us, are we not acting like the older son? Is it not God's desire we enter into the joy of the Lord today, here and now?

    Aren't many of our friends in the Church living like the older son? There's not a fullness of the joy of the Lord. There's a lack of vibrancy. The older son was a son, yes, a dutiful son, he's fulfilled the obligation, but he doesn't really enjoy being in his father's house, he's not enjoying his father. He's not experienced fullness of joy or begun to drink in of those pleasures forevermore God makes available to His children. Are we not to enjoy God? Yet how many of our brothers and sisters are like the older son. How many continue to be bound up and preoccupied with rules, regulations and laws and with dotting all their i's and crossing their t's, loving their rules and their theology rather than than loving the Lord God Himself? Oh, I once was there. I know that life...actually it's not really life for there's no real joy there at all!

    So many of our brothers and sisters work and work and look forward to that Day He will tell them, "Well done, good and faithful servant, enter thou into the joy of the Lord." They're looking forward to that joy, but oh, my friend, does our Lord not want us, all of us, to enter into His joy today, in the here and now? Does He want us to serve Him gritting our teeth, wincing and barely getting by, like the older son. Some look at the apostle Paul and they think his life and his joy was exceptional. Well, who was Silas? Weren't they both praising the Lord in prison? Or Stephen? Or how about Peter who spoke of joy unspeakable and full of glory? Or the many martyrs who went out in a literal blaze of glory, rejoicing in the Lord while being burned at the stake for their faith? You look at various accounts of people throughout history. Ordinary people. That's why I tell people to read Christian biography. There's nothing special about these people. Is God today not the same God? God is not a respecter of persons. He is not into clubs or cliques. Does not the God who gave us His Son not freely wish to give us all things? Why would He withhold any of Himself or His joy from us? Having done all to save us to the uttermost, does He not want us to enjoy Him to the uttermost?

    You know I love to quote Philippians 2:12-13: how we are to work out our salvation as He works it in us. But look at verse 14: do all things w/out grumbling or disputing. Ok, what does it mean to do all things w/out grumbling and questioning or disputing: does that not mean to that we are to do all things with JOY? Did not the early church know this joy? Doesn't God want us all to know such fullness of joy today?

    You know those many verses in the OT that speak of curses on Israel for disobedience, well, notice how the Lord starts off one of those curses:

    Because you did not serve the LORD your God with joyfulness and gladness of heart, because of the abundance of all things...

    Yes, God is concerned about our obedience to Him, our service to Him, but is He not also concerned about our joy? Has our Lord not given us an abundance of all things, the greatest of which is Himself and His salvation to us? That is why we need to go back to those first things of our relationship to Him and His love and grace and mercy poured out for us at Calvary as I wrote about previously here. O, for eyes to see that all we have, all we are, it is all a gift of grace from the Father's sovereign hand. We deserve nothing and yet He gives us everything!

    Does not Paul tell us to rejoice in the Lord always? Do we toss out that commandment and say that doesn't apply to us? Of course not! We can only rejoice in the Lord as we know Him and experience more and more of Him and His joy unspeakable, a joy that goes beyond the pages of Scripture to a living experience of God written on our heart.

    The apostle Paul was a person like us. We have the same God. We're all in God's family, saved by grace through faith. We all have the same Holy Spirit indwelling us. Why would we not believe we could have the same joy Paul had? Follow me here now. Paul knows that all he had was given to him. He constantly boasts of God's grace so He might give all the glory to God. Paul continued to tell how God's grace overflowed to Him while he was the chief of sinners, how he was made a minister according God's grace (I Tim. 1:12-14, Eph. 3:5-6), how he worked but it was God's grace working in him (I Cor. 15:10)...and then this is what I really like in Ephesians 3:6: Paul still sees himself as the least of the saints! He still saw him as the least...He says there: I AM the very least of all the saints...Present tense. Paul knows all He has and is is of and by the grace of God, all to the glory of God. Is this not where Paul's  joy came from as well? Did he not receive the joy he had by grace of God! Paul reminds us that we have nothing but what we have received (I Cor. 4:7).

    Did not Paul insist all he had was of grace? Yes. So then, regarding the fullness of joy Paul had, would he have ever said he earned it? No. Would he have said he deserved it? No. Would he have said that there was anything special in him for God to give him such great joy? No. All He had was all of God's grace. And like our salvation, joy is a gift God wants to give each of His children. It is part of our birthright in Christ, it's is Jesus' desire. We need to stop thinking there are two classes of Christians. We are children of God by God's grace, therefore we are all entitled to receive the gift of His joy by His grace as well.

    It is my desire that each one who reads my words here would examine the Word of God for themselves and see that these promises are not limited to a select few or were for Bible times only. The joy of the Lord is available to all His children. Again, the objection many have is this: Well, that was or is only for certain people. Again, where do they find that in the Scripture? Where does God limit Himself on this promise?

    We can read the hymn writers. Here's Fanny Crosby:

    Blessed assurance, Jesus is mine!
    O what a foretaste of glory divine!
    Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
    born of his Spirit, washed in his blood.

    Refrain:

    This is my story, this is my song,
    praising my Savior all the day long;
    this is my story, this is my song,
    praising my Savior all the day long.

    Perfect submission, perfect delight,
    visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
    angels descending bring from above
    echoes of mercy, whispers of love.

    (Refrain)


    Perfect submission, all is at rest;
    I in my Savior am happy and blest,
    watching and waiting, looking above,
    filled with his goodness, lost in his love.

    (Refrain)

    I was discussing this hymn w/ someone recently. Rapture: intense pleasure, joy, ecstasy, bliss, elation, enchantment, delight. I asked, "How many Christians do we know would describe their relationship with God in those terms?" Not many, I fear. Can you imagine if our churches were filled with people who knew the love of God for them like that? Would we not be turning the world upside down? More than ever I am seeing we need to go back to our first Love, to know Him and the joy of the Lord. Will that not usher in the revival we so seek? Would we not say that such joy is the firstfruits of such a revival? Come, Lord Jesus!

    The Lord has been letting me taste more of His joy and yet I know there is so much more yet to drink!

    Let us enjoy Him today and forevermore!

    Karen

Comments (7)

  • We have not even begun to search out the riches of Christ.  In His presence is Joy forever.  We are told to seek the Kingdom of Heaven and all these  things will be added to us: Joy, Peace, Love. 

    I have a quote here from a Puritan, Thomas Watson:   " when God's people hang their heads, it looks as if they did not serve a good master, or repented of their choice, which reflects dishonour on God. As the gross sins of the wicked bring a scandal on the gospel, so do the uncheerful lives of the godly. Psalm 100:2, "Serve the Lord with gladness." Your serving him does not glorify him, unless it be with gladness. A Christian's cheerful looks glorify God; religion does not take away our joy, but refines it; it does not break our viol, but tunes it, and makes the music sweeter.

  • @quest4god@revelife - Yes, to imagine we've not even begun to search them out! Just thinking on that now gets me excited!

    The Watson quote is beautiful. I remember reading ML-J a couple years ago and he was making a similar point and I balked at that b/c I didn't see fullness of joy as a real possibility. The devil truly does not want us to glorify God and enjoy Him forever. Let us continue to fight for joy and let others know of the joy God has for us!

    Rejoicing in Him w/ you, my brother,
    Karen

  • @naphtali_deer - To glorify God and enjoy Him forever....YES!

    John Newton had good reason to rejoice in God his Savior - as do we.  This is one poem he wrote that I really like.  It is something that I would like to have written:

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    1. Sometimes a light surprises
           The Christian while he sings;
    It is the Lord who rises
           With healing in his wings:
    When comforts are declining,
           He grants the soul again
    A season of clear shining,
           To cheer it after rain.

    2. In holy contemplation,
           We sweetly then pursue
    The theme of God's salvation,
           And find it ever new:
    Set free from present sorrow,
           We cheerfully can say,
    E'en let th' unknown to-morrow
           Bring with it what it may.

    3. It can bring with it nothing
           But he will bear us through;
    Who gives the lilies clothing,
           Will clothe his people too:
    Beneath the spreading heavens,
           No creature but is fed;
    And he who feeds the ravens,
           Will give his children bread.

    4. Though vine nor fig-tree neither
           Their wonted fruit shall bear,
    Though all the field should wither,
           Nor flocks nor herds be there:
    Yet God the same abiding,
           His praise shall tune my voice;
    For while in him confiding,
           I cannot but rejoice.

    Norm

  • Sorry for the "clutter"  Not sure how it got there...

  • @quest4god@revelife - Norm, I love that hymn. (Actually that's one of Cowper's hymns in "The Olney Hymns" — I referred to Cowper in this post (he collaborated w/ Newton...read about them both here and here). If you read Cowper's life you'll be amazed how he could have written such words...and you have to say it was not him, but God's work in him...I looked through most of my posts on Cowper and did post that hymn a couple years ago; the original title was "Joy and Peace in Believing" from Rom. 15:13. (You can find a copy of
    The Olney Hymns" here.)

    And don't worry about the "clutter"! Always enjoy hearing from you. (Hint: It helps to use the preview HTML button to see it there's any junk there, or to see if it's looking as you hoped it would. I'm still not switching to themes yet here...holding out hope Xanga will add the 15 minute edit window to Look & Feel.)

  • I have no joy neither do I have any hope of joy in my life.  I suffer from depression and anxiety of the most debilitating kind.  I rarely even leave my house now.  I know that the scriptures say I am not to be anxious for nothing and not to be depressed.  I don't understand it.  I have suffered my entire life with these afflictions from my first memory at 3 years old....anxiety has been with me.  I wouldn't know what to do without that dreaded fear in the pit of my stomach and it jumping from my head to my toes every day; all day.  I have been prayed for many times.  I have asked God to show me what I'm doing wrong, I've prayed for healing, I've fasted and prayed, and still He has remained silent.  I'm ashamed that God is having to keep me in this place for only God knows how long.  I am 51 years old and so tired.

  • @Nervis -  I pray God might use what I write here to bring real encouragement and help to you through His Holy Spirit, so you might begin to know Him as your exceeding joy.

    As I've read and reflected on what you've written and prayed for you, a few things have come to mind.

    First, Psalm 94:19 (NKJV): "In the multitude of my anxieties within me, Your comforts delight my soul." (You may want to see my posts here & here on it.) There's a wonderful truth there:  as pilgrims in this fallen world, all of us (including Christians) will have anxieties, a multitude of anxieties. We see that many people in the Scriptures were depressed, and as I mentioned in the post above, many (most) Christians have and will suffer from depression, but we see from the Scripture that we can still receive God's comforts in the middle of all that. That will look different for different people, but all Christians should be able to receive some real sense of assurance of God's love for them in Jesus Christ.

    The second thing was the Psalmist's example in Psalms 42 and 43. In spite of being downcast, he kept talking to himself in a good way (there are bad ways we can talk to ourselves); this good way was to point himself to God. First of all, he kept saying "Why are you cast down and disquieted? Hope in God. I shall yet praise Him, who is the health of my countenance, and my God." This man knew God as his God. He was boldly approaching the throne of grace for mercy and grace in his time of need (Heb. 4).

    (From your comment here, I'm presuming you are a Christian. But just to clarify, the Scriptural promises can't be entered into and experienced apart from being born again and having the Holy Spirit indwelling. God's promises are for God's people and they're applied to God's people by the power of the Holy Spirit. If you have more questions about that please ask me.)

    Now, back to the Psalmist. We see he was striving to fix His eyes on Jesus (Hebrews 12) in spite of how he was feeling. Even in his downcast state, this man was enabled to look to the God of hope ~ Romans 15:13. May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, so that by the power of the Holy Spirit you may abound in hope.

    The God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ IS the God of hope. In Romans 5 we see that this hope is intertwined with our knowing in greater measure the love of God for us in Jesus Christ, having that love shed abroad in our hearts through the Holy Spirit. We see this poor man in that Psalm in the midst of that multitude of his anxieties, and he is downcast and all but hopeless, and yet he's continuing to look to God, for he knows God, He knows that God alone is his salvation and his God. He has a hope, in spite of everything, and God is that hope. He still has a sense of that love of God being shed abroad in his heart, and yet in many ways, he's looking for a greater knowledge of the love of God (see the end of Eph. 3). He knows he is a child of God in spite of all he feels and all he's experiencing at the current time. He keeps saying "My God..." Being able to really say, "My God" is a part of the joy and peace in believing. To know without a doubt that we have an Advocate, a Mediator, a Redeemer, a Rock, an Anchor, a Great High Priest, a sure hope - not merely saying - "I hope God hears my prayers,"  having a sort of mushy and unfounded hope – but rather saying with full assurance, "I know He hears my prayers because I am coming to Him through Jesus Christ. I know He is my Savior and my God, I know God is my Father. I have a sure hope!" God wants His children to be able to know Him in such an intimate way that we say to Him, "You are my God!" If you don't have that ability, I ask you to ask God for grant you that deeper sense of His love for you in Jesus Christ, so you might be able to say that God is your God.

    We need to keep going back to the Scripture and reflecting on the wonderful person and work of our God and Father and the Lord Jesus Christ and the Holy Spirit. We can look at the words of the Bible, and we can read the Scripture, and yet we can really pass over so many things, because we don't really consider them deeply, so they become our spiritual sustenance. I confess I did this for many, many years, even though I did study them. We can be in that position Jesus warned the Pharisees about - we can come to the Scripture, but we've never actually come to Him that we might have LIFE. Each and every word of Scripture is given to us as so we might come to know Him (John 17:3), to really eat and drink of God's true bread and living water. The Bible is God's vital provision to us so we might be strengthened day by day in our pilgrimage here on this earth (II Timothy 3:16-17; Psalm 1), so we might go from strength to strength and glory to glory. I urge you to keep asking God to make the words of the Bible and His promises there become more and more alive to you. Blessed are those who hunger and thirst after righteousness and they shall be filled and satisfied. Much like what happened to the disciples on the Emmaus Road: "Did our hearts not BURN within us while He (Jesus) opened to us the Scripture?" (I wrote about the three types of assurance available to the believer here; you may find reading that helpful.)

    By the grace of God at work in him, like the Psalmist and Job, the Christian is enabled to keep saying things like, "Even in this really dark and dismal and wretched place, I still know God IS my Redeemer, and I know my Redeemer lives! Even though He may slay me, yet I am still trusting Him. His mercies endure forever. His lovingkindness reaches to the clouds! He is holding onto me, even though I don't feel Him holding me and even though I don't really feel joyful at all today, but I do have that assurance of God's love for me that will never end. I will trust in Him and I will wait upon the Lord. He is my God." Deep down is an assurance of God's goodness and grace and persevering love, even though we may not feel it. It can be a very quiet and muted sense of joy, but yet we can still profess: "No matter what, I know that my God will never leave me nor forsake me, even though I'm not worthy at all, but because He chose me in Christ and loved me in Christ before the foundation of the world, I know His love for me is never going to fail. He loved me first! Hallelujah!" Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things unseen. Like Moses, we endure as we keep looking to the God who is invisible ~ Hebrews 11:27. God's love for us doesn't depend at all on us. His covenant mercies to us are unilateral: totally undeserved, they can't be earned, it is all of grace, all to His glory alone, through His Son Jesus Christ. To me that is the real wellspring of assurance and joy: God's sovereign free grace offered to sinners, grace which continues to persevere and continues to keep us persevering unto the very end! We have a God who delights to show mercy to those who deserve no mercy! O! what kind of God is that?! That is a marvelous thing, is it not? Our God says to a people who were not His people: "You are My people!" He says to a people who received no mercy, "I am going to have mercy on you!" (See the book of Hosea.) Why did He love us? He loved us because He loved us! That's it! That's the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ!

    Deuteronomy 7:7  It was NOT because you were more in number than any other people that the LORD set his love on you and chose you, for you were the fewest of all peoples, 8  but it is because the LORD loves you and is keeping the oath that he swore to your fathers, that the LORD has brought you out with a mighty hand and redeemed you from the house of slavery, from the hand of Pharaoh king of Egypt. 9  Know therefore that the LORD your God is God, the faithful God who keeps covenant and steadfast love with those who love him and keep his commandments, to a thousand generations...

    Or, as John said:

    I John 4:9  In this the love of God was made manifest among us, that God sent his only Son into the world, so that we might live through him. 10  In this is love, not that we have loved God but that he loved us and sent his Son to be the propitiation for our sins.

    Let's go back to the Psalmist now...

    To me, a real breakthrough comes when in Psalm 43:3ff, as God gives him grace to cry out:

    Send out your light and your truth;
    let them lead me;
    let them bring me to your holy hill
    and to your dwelling!

    Then I will go to the altar of God,
    to God my exceeding joy,
    and I will praise you with the lyre,
    O God, my God.

    We saw that the Psalmist had been given grace to keep seeking his God with expectant faith and hope, but now we see he's been given greater grace to see how he's really stuck in the darkness and the lies of the devil, and he knows he needs God's light and God's truth to get him out of the place he's in, that downcast place where his hope is all but gone, but he's got assurance and hope enough to continue to turn to his God and look to God's mercy to send to him the needed supplies: light and truth. He has come to see that he has no hope or joy in the world or from himself or any other people. God's light and God's truth are the only way we'll counteract all of the devil's work. The devil works to separate us from God in so many ways, to plant seeds of doubt about God's goodness and love to His children and to keep us from enjoying Him. The devil keeps us from seeing the truth about the everlasting love of God for the elect, that love which Paul wrote about at the end of Romans 8, a wonderful chapter we can't read enough! I love that Paul wrote those things because it shows us the great compassion of our Lord, for He knows we will be tempted, He knows we will have times of darkness and doubt and despair and questioning, and so right there He gives us these wonderful words of assurance: If God is for us, who can be against us? Will God who gave His only begotten Son for us not freely give us all things? Who shall bring a charge against us? Is there anything that can separate us from the love of God in Christ? No, no! Nothing at all! (A little note here: as I mentioned in the post above, we must be confessing our sin...)

    Though we may feel God is silent, though we may feel separated from God and His love, nothing can separate us from God's love in Christ. We need to keep looking to God in His Word: "Send out Your light and Your truth, let them lead me..." That's where God has already spoken to us and will continue to speak to us. And God has also spoken to us at Calvary, through the cross, where Christ died for us while we were yet sinners, while we were powerless and helpless! Right there we see Paul's remedy to counteract any doubts we might have, Paul takes us right back to God's love for us in our salvation, right back to our justification in Christ, for apart from that what do we have? We need to keep remembering God's love for us while we were yet sinners. For example: What does God say about His relationship to His children? What does God say about His love for His children? What does God say about Christ's atonement and His work of redemption? What does God say about Christ's role as Great High Priest and Intercessor? What does God say about you as one of His adopted children? You are accepted in the Beloved (Ephesians 1) and you can stand before Christ unashamed (Heb. 2). If you are His child, you are covered with Christ's blood and robe of righteousness and you have the ability to enter into the very presence of God through Christ's broken body and shed blood, and so on.

    I found it interesting that you picked the screen name Nervis. I confess I may be making a wrong assumption here, and therefore I may be coming to a wrong conclusion, and if so, please, please forgive me, but I'm supposing you may have chosen that name since it sounds like "nervous." If that is the case, see how you're looking at yourself – you're not seeing yourself through God's eyes, as a sinner who's been redeemed by the blood of Jesus, a child of God who has been given mercy and grace through the cross and set free from the kingdom of darkness and brought into God's marvelous light, a wandering sheep who's been rescued and set free and cleansed and washed and brought into the flock of God by grace through faith. God sees you as covered with the shining righteousness of Christ. When we see our ruins, He sees our walls (Isaiah 49:16). You are now His child from henceforth and forevermore! Your scarlet sins are now white as snow. He sees you as spotless and without blame. If you are Christ's, you are a member of His Body, a joint heir with Jesus, He is not ashamed to call us brothers and sisters! He is the lover of your soul! Imagine it! The thing is: the devil does not want us to imagine it, not at all! The devil wants us to continue to look at ourselves through our own eyes and remain downcast and hopeless and in a continuing downward spiral of depression and despair and doubt. The devil wants to keep us locked into other people's assessments of us, to keep us locked up in those psychological and psychiatric diagnoses, which but keep us hopeless and despairing and unable to enter into the joy of the Lord and the abundant Christ life which Christ wishes to give us through His indwelling Holy Spirit.

    I would encourage you to read in Ephesians 1 and reflect more and more on God's great love for His children, the spiritual blessings and the unsearchable riches God has lavished on us in and through His Son Jesus Christ and then ask God's Holy Spirit to begin to put those truths into your mind and write them on your heart. Oh, yes, we are all worms and beggars who are unworthy and undeserving – we can't take God's gift of grace lightly or flippantly – but at the same time we've been raised to heavenly places, we have been loved with an everlasting love!

    We need to go back again and again to the Scripture and continue to immerse ourselves over and over again in these truths about God and His love for us and our position in Christ based on the work of Christ. And then we must keep asking the Holy Spirit to take those truths and apply them to our hearts, so we might not remain consumed by the darkness and lies of the devil, but rather be enabled to begin to experience joy and peace in believing in a real sense, so we might begin to know, really know, the God of all hope, so we might be assured of His love for us, that we might truly see and sit at and begin to eat at and enjoy the table God has prepared and set before all His children while we are strangers and pilgrims in this world. Jesus Christ is that table! As we eat and drink of Him we have life! Whoever eats and drinks of Him will not hunger or thirst! (John 6.) Jesus is knocking at the door and is inviting us to open the door and sup with Him and He with us! Jesus Christ IS that true bread and living water given to us so we might be sustained all the days of our lives so we might be able continue to rejoice in Him always, no matter the circumstances, no matter our feelings.

    1  The LORD IS my shepherd; I shall not want. 2  He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. 3  He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. 4  Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. 5  Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. 6  SURELY goodness and mercy shall follow me ALL the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever.

    I don't know if you read any of the posts prior to this one in my series of posts on assurance & joy,
    but almost two years ago when I was 51 years old - the same age as you
    are now, I got to a point where I was desperate and began to ask God to
    give me that Habakkuk 3 joy that goes beyond circumstances, and He
    blessed me with that. Some of that story is here and here,
    and it's ongoing. I still struggle with depression, doubt and so on,
    and I consider myself a pretty melancholy personality, I don't live on a
    constant spiritual "high" by any means, but God has continued to be
    faithful to return to me and rejoice my soul just at the break of dawn.
    When I start to become downcast, I try to do what the Psalmist did (e.g.
    - Psalm 42-43): to go right back to Him, and ask Him to pour out
    (Isaiah 44), and He is always faithful to do so in His
    time. Sometimes I do begin to spiral downward, and then God shows me
    how far away I've gotten from God for my eyes are fixed on myself and/or
    on my circumstances, and so then I have to confess that and then I
    begin to ask Him to send out His light and His truth and to rejoice (or
    gladden) my soul once again. Psalm 86:4 - that was a real breakthrough
    verse for me about three years ago (I wrote about that here)
    - for I began to see that I couldn't make myself rejoice, I couldn't
    work up joy, no matter how much I tried, but that real rejoicing is a
    gift of God, and eventually God enabled me to start asking in earnest
    for Him to rejoice my soul almost two years ago. I have to keep asking
    Him to send out His light and His truth to set me straight once again.
    That is always the Scriptural remedy (more below on that). We see it
    written in many ways in the word of God: fix your eyes on Jesus, set
    your minds on things above, blessed are those who hunger and thirst for
    righteousness, forget not His benefits. We see how we are a people who
    keep forgetting over and over again, and that's why God kept warning
    Israel to take heed to remember Him and not to forget. We are in a
    spiritual battle.

    I know that was quite lengthy. I felt like I was going around in circles as I wrote it, but I am praying God's Holy Spirit would give you clarity and would help you to discard anything I've written that is not of Him or is not helpful to you, and that He might be gracious with the rest and use some of it to bless and strengthen you and help you to grow in the grace and knowledge of the Lord, that you may be strengthened to know more and more of the love of God for you in Jesus Christ and that the Holy Spirit would shed abroad the love of God in your heart and the God of hope would bless you with joy and peace in believing.

    We never seek God in vain (Isaiah 45:19). Those who trust in Him and wait on Him are never ashamed.

    Isaiah 61.

    Yours in Christ for your joy,
    Karen

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Christian hedonist in training. Pressing on to know more and more of the joy of the LORD. Pleading with God to rend the heavens and revive and refresh my own soul, as well as His Church, to His praise, honor and glory.

Thank God. He can make men and women in middle life sing again with a joy that has been chastened by a memory of their past failures. ~ Alan Redpath

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