May 15, 2008
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Naphtali News: Needing Grace to Swim with the Lamb
My friend Lori asked if we'd found a new church home. Here's my response...
On the edge
Dipping in a toe
Pulling it outUncertainty
Shrinking back
Walking by sightMy mind and heart
Back on the edge
Doubting...Contemplating...Should I
or shouldn't I?
Deliberating...Debilitating...The Spirit cuts
His word
into my mind and heart"Take your feet
Dip your toe back in
Trust Me"Back on the edge
Dipping my toe back in
Ah, different this timeFreedom
Welcome
PeaceNow both feet go in
Yes, the water's fine
Life-giving and sweetNo, wait,
the water's become a bit murky
I retreat to shoreMy feet planted
Back on the edge
Out of the waterMy mind and heart
Back on the edge
Doubting...Contemplating...Should I
or shouldn't I?
Deliberating...Seeking..."Walk by faith
Go back
Put your feet back in"Both feet step warily
Into the water
Yes, the water is fineTruth
Bread
LifeWading in a bit further
calf-deep
But still not diving underMy mind and heart
Back on the edge
Contemplating...Seeking...Might there be
another swimming hole
awaiting my toe?Should I
or shouldn't I?
Deliberating...Inquiring...Wading by faith
in this swimming hole
for nowNeeding His grace
to follow and swim
wherever the Lamb is swimmingSeeking His grace
to plunge in and swim
wherever the Lamb is swimmingSeeking Your mind
to follow You and swim
wherever You are swimmingRenew my mind
Circumcise my heart
Transform my willTo follow You
Not to go back to the edge
But to jump in by faith and swim wherever You areI want to be where You are
Not my will
but Yours, LordBy the working
of Your mighty power
I'll dive in and swim with YouRevelation 14:4
Ephesians 3:7
Philippians 2:12-13